A spark of rage flashes in her mind and that's all that it takes to set her self control a blaze. She herself had never been very good with words. Always hiding her true feelings behind brash jokes and quips. Too afraid to lay her heart bare. Even while her emotions were getting the better of her, her years of martial arts training did not abandon her. She slipped off the bed, her knees to the floor, then launched herself forward, barreling straight into his chest, channeling the one time she played rugby in middle school.
She propped her self up above him, hands on each side of his head.
Mamoru. You call me like I'm a stranger, even though i've known you since we were kids. Don't you have idea why that might hurt me?
[Tears began to leak out, as it began to sink in how inexcusable she was acting. There was no way he would be alright like this, he'd hate her for sure; The anxiety racking her brain, was however not enough to stop the words that she wanted to stay.]
It makes me feel like you're keeping me at a distance, and that...really...
[She grimaced. Not waiting for another idiotic response, the words fell out as quickly and sloppily as her tears.
It's because I like you Mamoru. I've been in love with you for as long as I've known you.
[She couldn't meet his eyes anymore. She cursed her rashness, her selfishness, and every time she had ever hurt him. Perhaps, somday, he coul forgive her.]
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She herself had never been very good with words. Always hiding her true feelings behind brash jokes and quips. Too afraid to lay her heart bare.
Even while her emotions were getting the better of her, her years of martial arts training did not abandon her. She slipped off the bed, her knees to the floor, then launched herself forward, barreling straight into his chest, channeling the one time she played rugby in middle school.
She propped her self up above him, hands on each side of his head.
Mamoru. You call me like I'm a stranger, even though i've known you since we were kids. Don't you have idea why that might hurt me?
[Tears began to leak out, as it began to sink in how inexcusable she was acting. There was no way he would be alright like this, he'd hate her for sure; The anxiety racking her brain, was however not enough to stop the words that she wanted to stay.]
It makes me feel like you're keeping me at a distance, and that...really...
[She grimaced. Not waiting for another idiotic response, the words fell out as quickly and sloppily as her tears.
It's because I like you Mamoru. I've been in love with you for as long as I've known you.
[She couldn't meet his eyes anymore. She cursed her rashness, her selfishness, and every time she had ever hurt him. Perhaps, somday, he coul forgive her.]