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Forgetting is bad... We shouldn't do that.

[But he leans further into Inigo and reaches around to make sure he has Tidus in his arms as well.

It's tricky, his arms are not that long. How does he hold both of them?]

Don't worry Tidus... I don't think either of us could forget you.

[He knows that isn't true, that even the most important, precious things can be forgotten.]

[ Inigo is definitely noticing some things here. First of all there's the obvious way Tidus suddenly seems to be getting so much more awkward. He must be feeling bad for getting Taiki so worked up with a single throwaway comment, Inigo figures.. Though there could always be more underlying that tone, who knows. What's important is that Tidus seems sheepish, and it's not a good look on him. Not one Inigo is planning on keeping on the other if he can help it, anyway.

And then there's Taiki. What he notices about him isn't necessarily what Taiki is saying - it's more of the usual sweetness - as much as it's what Taiki is trying to do. He can notice the other struggling a little with trying to hug them both.

Thankfully Inigo knows that Taiki is so easy to lift up or move around. So even though it still takes up a bit of effort with how tangled up in this blanket they are, after a quick-- ] Careful.. [ He manages to scoot Taiki around until the other is not exactly between Inigo and Tidus, since their shoulders are still touching, but is more just leaning against both of their fronts. Even if Taiki may not be able to reach all the way around to hug them, he can at least easily cuddle with both of them like this. ]

Taiki's right. [ He then simply says with a smile, lingering on Taiki for a moment before turning his gaze towards Tidus. ] Is there something on your mind though?

[ It is awkward, in a few ways. With how badly his mouth is working tonight, how desperately Taiki is trying to tug and reach for him on that other side, and then-- and then the solution Inigo comes up with to fix the latter problem. A Taiki on both their laps. Whatever Tidus was thinking of is paused with the sudden weight; light, but no less puzzling when it's on him. ]

Bw-uh?

[ And now Inigo's questioning him, both in expression and voice. Tidus lingers on him for a second before ducking his head aside, not capable of looking elsewhere with a Taiki in the middle, little to no leeway. A few short and baffled sounds escaping him, just to let him delay in responding. ]

...did you just lift Taiki up like a kid?

[ It's a valid question to ask, thank you very much. ]

[He makes a small, surprised noise at suddenly being lifted. He's used to being carried, but not by Inigo and he is still as he is settled between them.

Tidus sounds confused too and as happy as Taiki is to be here between them, where he is not needing to reach around Inigo to comfort Tidus, he also doesn't want the other to feel awkward.]

I can move... if you want...

[ Thankfully Inigo can see the misunderstanding playing out in front of his eyes as clear as day. He's not 100% sure about it, but at least 95% sure that Tidus is asking that just to avoid answering Inigo's question. And then there's Taiki, who quickly takes it not as confusion, but instead a sign that he should get away.

And Inigo here is having none of that. All of his own worries from a moment ago seem to be completely forgotten, considering the smile on his face and the natural confidence he suddenly radiates. It's easy to push everything else to the side when he's busy helping two people so important to him. ]

Don't worry, Taiki. He doesn't want you to move.

[ Inigo moves a hand up and down Taiki's back, as if to reassure him, even as he glances at Tidus, his smile widening. ]

And yes, of course I did! What, did you doubt my strength? This isn't even the limit of it yet! [ It's not that, it's just that Taiki is extremely light.. But Inigo feels like it's not his place to share that fact with Tidus, and making a dumb joke about it is a better way to lighten the mood anyway. ]

[ Stupid dumb Inigo just doing whatever he wants to...! ]

N-no, it's fine Taiki. [ --but there's no way he can just kick Taiki off now, or he wouldn't exactly want to, either. But now what should he do? Inigo's rubbing their friend's back affectionately, and there's something about it that makes Tidus embarrassed, out of place. This is how the both of them are, and he understands and accepts that. ...but also, one of them isn't usually partially sitting in his lap when it happens...

So Tidus gives Inigo nothing more than a huff at his joke, his eyes becoming adjusted to the darker portion of the small cabin; the side of his face cooling without the heat as directly in his face. He could attempt to move on the conversation as he did before (and as great as that went), but at the same time... Inigo shared something intimate too. A life he never had--and a life he wouldn't be able to return to. Going out and becoming a new person...

If Tidus had time to think about it, some small part of him might be envious. But most of him felt too bad for the guy to. ]

...when I go back to Spira, [ he says finally, his head staying turned; words careful, but aiming for casual, ] I...I go somewhere, where the people I met there can't reach me. Except...there's a place where we can meet, kinda. It's hard to explain. But Yuna went there, and she said she wasn't able to see me, so...

[ Ugh. It's easier to fake when he isn't looking at them, but his whole body feels like needles, or like it might burst. It's too close, too close. He doesn't want them to find out. But also..

He sighs, loud and exasperated. ]

I don't want you guys making a big deal out of it, so-- [ so don't make it one, he hopes desperately ] --so don't worry, okay! I just... think about these things. Remembering people, even if I never see them again. Because we all have somewhere to be, right? Somewhere else.

[He sits a bit awkwardly between them, knowing Tidus is award and yet taking comfort from both of them being so close.

He twists though at the words, his eyes filling with worry. With sadness as he listened to him. A place where he couldn't be reached. A place where Yuna couldn't see him...] Tidus...

[He reached out, easier now he was partially on his knee, to touch his shoulder.]

[ Oh, Tidus. Don't you know better than to tell these two of all people to not make a big deal out of it?

Inigo can see it too. Before Tidus is even done talking. His gaze just shifts from Tidus to Taiki, and he can see the sadness in the the other's eyes. Inigo knows there's just no way Taiki isn't going to make it a big deal - and can he blame the other? It is a big deal, after all. Even with the explanation being so vague, it doesn't sound like a good situation. Surely even Tidus would hate being seperated from the people he knows like that. ]

It's only normal to think about those things under those circumstances.

[ Inigo, at least, is trying. Since he gets it. When he was talking before, he was also kind of wishing they wouldn't make a big deal out of it. So Inigo tries just as much for Tidus in turn. He can feel the hot burn of tears behind his eyes, but holds them back the best he can. ]

And sure, we all have somewhere to be, but.. is that really where you want to be, Tidus? [ Because Inigo feels like it probably isn't. ]

[ He isn't looking, but Tidus feels Taiki turns, can guess--see--the concern of his eye without confirming it. It's a heavier weight, a bigger regret for speaking. His head bows, ducking to avoid it being seen better; the hand on his shoulder nice, but he wishes he didn't need it.

If only he could take it back and say he was joking. But it'd be too cruel--crueller than a half truth. He can't do that to them now; not for himself. Not just so he can be a coward.

He leans himself forward, forehead tipping to rest against Taiki's back. Tone somewhere between resigned and accepting. ]

I don't have a choice. [ It hangs heavy in his ears, and he can't leave it at that. ] But that's why... while we're here, I don't want it to just mean the missions. I want us to have good memories-- that we got to be happy, for ourselves, and it wasn't just misery or fighting. People deserve that.

I want to know... we got to be ourselves. Happy. [ He closes his eyes, exhales through his nostrils, voice dipping on a sigh. ] That we got to laugh.

[ That they were alive and people, and not just a piece in someone else's goals or dreams. ]

Everyone deserves that.

They do. [His voice is still soft, but also there is something more, a fire underneath.] You do. Both of you. You deserve to be happy here and laugh.

[He has to return to Tai, with Lord Gyousou, to save it. Or at last what is left. To stop Asen. But Inigo and Tidus. Tidus will go somewhere he cannot be reached, Inigo will go back to a future that is not his own. They both deserve better than that.]

We should find a place for you both, a world for you to live on. Somehow.

[ Why does Tidus have to be like this? He tells them to not make it a big deal, and so Inigo tries his best for that, but then Tidus just has to go ahead and say all he does now.

That we got to be happy, for ourselves, and it wasn't just misery or fighting.

It hits just a little too close to home. Too close to the years and years he spent doing nothing but fighting while feeling himself sinking deeper and deeper into misery as he realised that that would be all he'd be doing until the moment he'd draw his last breath. Coupled with the heavy weight in his gut over Tidus's fate, it makes the tears finally actually appear in his eyes and fall, trailing across his cheeks even as he makes sure to cry silently.

Maybe he can just hope that their only light being the fire makes the tears less obvious. ]

E-- Exactly.

[ He speaks slowly, trying to keep his tone even. ]

I mean.. I'll be fine. I will figure something out. But.. Tidus, you shouldn't just go back and accept your fate. It isn't right. Even if you had no choice before.. we're travelling across dimensions now. We're meeting people with powers we never could have imagined. [ There has to be a choice. There has to be, because Inigo just can't accept the idea of Tidus being stuck somewhere without the people he cares for back home. The idea of Tidus being miserable or alone-- ]

One way or another, we need to find a place where you can be happy. Like Taiki said. That's what you deserve.

Edited (LOL THAT TYPO bye) 2020-08-22 17:54 (UTC)

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[ It's a murmur, a word hardly spoken, a word and more he isn't sure how to say. He doesn't want to--to repeat that he can't, why he can't, a heaviness he knows he can't go back on. Not now--not ever. It's too difficult to know he'd be making everyone sad, the people he cares about most. How they'd be thinking about it, worrying over it, and he would see it reflected in them every time they were together.

At least, that's always been his worry. Back when it was about Yuna and leaving her, every time he thought about bringing it up. And now on the train, when he ever thought about Taiki and Inigo. And it would come one day, but...

His forehead staying rested against Taiki's back, Tidus turns his head, hearing the strain that Inigo speaks with. A part of him knowing he shouldn't look, but he can't help himself, regrets it too when he does; either for the sight, or being the reason for it. He doesn't interrupt him--he can't, not when he knows that Inigo is trying--, but once he's done, Tidus takes a hold of Inigo's hand, slipping first his arm to twine with his, locking them together and resting him in his lap. His gaze lowering into the inky spaces of the room again, twisting after to face the space of their lap. ]

I want you and Saku to have a good life too, you know, Taiki. [ Don't think he missed that lack of inclusion. But at the same time- ] I know it'll be hard; running a kingdom can't be easy. But--at least while you're here too, the both of you...you can have something here, that you couldn't back there. Or can't.

[ And with his one arm holding Inigo's, he brings his other to curl around Taiki's waist, to rest in his lap if he allows it. Unsure if it'll be welcomed, but for once, he doesn't feel weird about it. It feels okay. This feels okay... ]

Will you let me be selfish, and...let me say I was happy? Happy that I got to know you both. And a lot of people on the train. I never knew how big the world... --how big everything is. I never really knew until now. I really got to see a lot...

[ He should say something better, less worrying, less drifting into melancholy. But--he can't help it. The pain in Inigo's own words, his inability to hope. Why did he deserve a better life when the rest of Zanarkand wouldn't...?

It'd be easier not to think about, and just to be happy. His arm around Taiki tightening, his hand in Inigo's doing the same. This is nice. There was still more for him to experience in life than he got to before he went. He never knew... ]

You can both come with us. [The words slip out before he even thinks about the many implications of that. He can't just invite people to Tai. He's not sure how to get back there, he doesn't know what awaits them there and even if he did. Tai is not a wealthy or even stable land. Not to mention that a kirin couldn't decide who got citizenship. He wasn't even a citizen of Tai himself, when it came down to it.

But he speaks quickly, letting both of them hug him as tight as they wanted, his own hands moving soothingly, trying to give them both comfort at the same time.]

Because I'm glad I got to know you as well and I don't want... I don't want you to be unhappy.

It goes against everything he is to allow suffering to happen. And letting these two go back to places... go back to nothing, go back to a future they had no part in... That would be suffering indeed.]

[ Inigo can't stop his tears right now. It's too hard. The more Tidus and Taiki talk, the more it feels like his heart is ripping in two. The way his chest feels so tight outright physically hurts.

So he just lets Tidus move his hand and arm around as he wants. By the time their hands are locked together, Tidus should be able to feel the way Inigo's hand shakes violently, yet still manages to hold onto Tidus's hand so tightly. As if Tidus is leaving at this very moment and the contact between their hands is the only thing keeping him here.

He hears Taiki's offer, and he opens his mouth to reply to it, only to feel his throat feeling so thick due to the tears that he can't even produce a sound. Feeling pathetic, he drops his head forward to rest on Taiki's shoulder, crying into there instead. ]

[ He doesn't know what to say. Should he have said anything at all? When this was the same thing he was scared of back in Spira: telling Yuna the truth, seeing her cry. Tidus doesn't look now, but he can hear it, feel it coming from Inigo; crossing between their fingers, surging into his own heart. He wants to cry too. Maybe he is, a little, eyes wet behind his lids.

But he holds it back, tells himself to. Hates already being this exposed, and Inigo's crying--it's like he knows, doesn't he? He should have hid it. That he was going to disappear, that he could...he wasn't...alive. He was never a good liar.

This is where he should be stronger. But this is where he gets scared the most, of goodbyes, of facing them. And so his head just dips lower, like he's trying to pretend this doesn't exist. ]

[He can't withstand it, he had spoken but when he can feel Inigo's tears in his shoulder, when he can feel Tidus shaking. Tears slide out of his own eyes.

He doesn't want any of this pain for his friends. Doesn't want Tidus to worry about disappearing, doesn't want Inigo lost in a future alone. He wants to help them, make their pain go away.

But he can't. Not really. He's never had the power to stop people's pain. He can't even help the people he is supposed to serve, never mind these two, in this world far from Tai.

He curls up, leaning on them both and trying to hold them both tightly as his own shoulders shake with tears.]

[ This is just miserable.

Especially since Inigo can tell he's no longer the only one crying. It's rather easy for him to feel how much Taiki is shaking with Inigo leaning into his shoulder like this, after all, and he knows it's a telltale sign that the other must be crying too. He can't be so sure about Tidus, since it's not like he can see anything like this and he can't hear the other crying, but he can't imagine he must be feeling great either in the light of what Tidus knows will happen to him sooner or later, or in the face of both Inigo and Taiki crying.

And while Inigo certainly feels miserable enough to cry on, he knows he can't quietly keep crying in this situation. Not even just because he's ashamed of his tears, but.. it just feels selfish. He can't ignore Taiki's pain that must be so similar to his own right now. He can't ignore Tidus when he's the one they both feel sorry for to begin with.

He slowly pulls his head back until he's sitting upright again. The tears are still silently flowing down his cheeks, but Inigo is just letting them at this point. He knows it's impossible to stop them. ]

Sorry. I shouldn't have.. [ Ignored the other two? Stayed quiet? All of it, Inigo thinks, as he shakes his head. ]

Tidus, couldn't you-- couldn't you go home with Taiki, like he offered? I know we don't have much of a choice when it comes to the train, but.. maybe we could find a way..

[ He has to believe in that. Inigo looks at Taiki as he continues, trying to grasp the importance and the weight of the invitation the other extended to them. ]

I--I have something to do back home first, but I could come and join you later.. We could all still be together, just like right now.

[ Inigo swallows thickly, glancing from Taiki to Tidus, where his gaze lingers for a moment. ]

Whatever you do, you can't just ask us to give up on you..

[ It's easier to hold back the tears that want to leave if he doesn't speak. He's never had to quite defend himself from this: the crying of other people, some of it over him, some of it for the other.

And maybe that's why--it should be easier to hold them back, but he can't. Not like this. With the bodies shivering with their own pain, and he hates it. He hates this. He hates the lie he can't tell that makes him quiet and makes everything all the worse. Because the truth is too painful, too scary.

But he detests that he's doing this to the both of them in the first place. Inigo speaking up so strongly, trying, and it just breaks his heart more. 'You can't just ask us to give up on you.'

He could just lie. He could just do it. Just say sure, make them all happy. Bury this and never let it come up again.

Tidus pulls his arms away from the both of them, cupping his face into his hands. Trying to steady the shaking of the tears that want to come out, his throat that hurts hard from the stress. It's a familiar feeling, an old friend. He's worked hard to not cry as he used to, to push and keep it at bay.

A breath taken, shaken, unsteady--he takes his hands away, turns aside his head and speaks into the darkness: ]

I need magic--to keep me around. I'm a -- summon. A dream. The train keeps me around.

[ And he tries to avoid the how and why, extending out the hand that happens to be on the same side as Inigo, the SCA always on his wrist. The device they all wear for missions, but for him--he never takes off. Never can. Never dares. His fist gripped, the only point of interest being the wrist-device. ]

[He wants to say they will find a way. That magic exists in his world. That they can figure out a way to keep Tidus here. A dream. He's more than a dream... He's real. He's here and so there has to be a way.

But he knows that the world doesn't bend to peoples desires. He knows that all the hope and wishes in the world can't remake the world how he wants it. All the magic can't stop terrible things from happening.

So he just cries more, twisting around so he can hug Tidus properly, no longer worried the other boy will be awkward, he reaches out for Inigo as well, gripping them both tightly as if they might just disappear if he dares to let go.

As if they might vanish and the time where he will never see them again will come right now.

[ There's so much happening all at once. Tidus's confession - a summon, a dream - that somehow feels so, so much worse than just thinking he's heading to a world that's seperated from all the people he cares about. Which would be bad enough in itself, but somehow thinking of Tidus as a dream is even worse. It just makes it feels even more as if he could fade at any moment. The train keeps me around. Inigo can't even imagine what it's like, living like that day by day on the train, never knowing for sure when whatever the train did may stop working, and then there's an air of near-despair about Tidus as he says it, and he's pulling away from them, and it feels awful.

And then there's Taiki, who seems to be falling similarly. It says a lot, the way he reaches out to them so easily, not even worrying or hesitating like usually. Just so sad that he wants to hold them no matter what. And Inigo is already weak to seeing the slightest sadness on Taiki's face, let alone this intense sadness. It makes his own chest feel tighter and tighter, and the tears still just won't stop.

Inigo makes sure to wrap an arm around Taiki to hold the other right in return. As if, as long as he does it tightly enough, it might magically make Taiki feel better and stop his tears. It won't, of course it won't, this situation is just so awful--

But Inigo has to try. Because no matter how much he's crying right now, no matter how hard his heart hurts at Taiki's sadness and Tidus's fate, something about the other two being so hurt makes it easier for him to dig himself out of that same pit of sadness. He's been the weak one in front of them enough times now, and if he has to be the one to step up and keep things together here, he will.

He reaches out, a hand latching onto Tidus's arm, especially with how it's being held out on his side. At first Inigo almost grips over the SCA to make his point, but he really doesn't want to be the idiot who accidentally slams the wrong button and sends Tidus back over to the train by himself in this situation, so he grips his arm right next to it, his hold tight - maybe even a little bit too much so. ]

Tidus. You're here now. You're real now. [ Is Inigo still crying? He sure is, but his tone is suddenly much less shakey, like he's steeled himself. ] We're touching you.

[ Okay, that much is obvious, but-- ]

And we're going to keep it that way. You think Taiki wouldn't do anything to help you? You think I wouldn't go beg Naga for a way to make you just as normal as the rest of us again the moment I can get in touch with her? I don't care if that isn't until I get back home, or if we might not keep our memories-- I'll write your name all over my damn arm if that's what it takes to remember! [ He lets out a breath, like he's trying to release some of the emotions that got him so worked up, but it feels impossible right now. ] Why were you carrying that fact around all by yourself when your friends were right here all along? Helping you is what we're here for-- and that's what we will do!

[ Because he refuses to accept any other alternative. Tidus disappearing, going back to being just a dream.. that's just.. it's unacceptable. He can't live with that. He can't live with Taiki being in that much pain over it either.

Even if there was nothing to be done about it in Tidus's own world, there's going to be a solution out here somewhere. ]

[ He wants out of this, is what he thinks. Thinks and feels, and he wishes Taiki was embracing him for any other reason than this. It would be easier to deal with then; to know what to do with himself, to not be stiff, difficult to believe he should take any comfort from the other's presence. He doesn't deserve it when Taiki's crying because of him. Because he doesn't know how to be stronger when it really matters. Because he didn't just laugh it off.

Because look what brushing it off did the last time, how he nearly left Yuna: a heap on the ground, not knowing what to say or do but cry.

Tidus doesn't turn around when Inigo takes him at first; a sweep of shoulders shivering, a mouth clenched tight so he can't spill any more tears than what's already wetting his face. Listening to that declaration, nothing to blot him out. The fire's become a distant thing, the mission, everything--it feels all far away. Tidus doesn't know how to progress beyond tonight.

But he looks--slowly, with shame, torn by the inevitability of what's to happen to him, and wanting to believe in friend. His friends. That there could be a future for him.

He wanted that. He used to want it so badly.

Inigo's form is a blurred one when Tidus can't wipe at his face, unable to move his limbs between the two of them. His lower lip trembling now with how he's been trying, failing to hold it together. Some rocky attempt to smile, and failing at that too. ]

I...I wanted to be n-normal...with you guys. I didn't want things... t'change...

[ To not think about it. To not have them worry. To not be seen as a dream.

To just be Tidus again--to never have to see how they would look at him differently. ]

[A dream, a remnant of a future that had been changed and the hornless kirin of a doomed kingdom. This was the trio that sat curled around each other this night. Taiki held onto them both as tight as he could, as if it could all be over in seconds, as if they could both disappear.

They could. That was the way of the train, people just left. Walked away. But even before... Taiki was used to things changing suddenly. All the hope in the world wouldn't stop them from vanishing. Wishing would not change Tidus' fate, or make Inigo's kinder.

It's enough to make him cry more, enough to make his hands curl where they touched the two of them, clinging tightly too them.

But wishes never changed things. The only thing that could change things was the will of those who fought for things to be better. He's seen people striving in impossibly terrible circumstances, he's seen people beaten, starving, freezing, still going on because they would not let their kingdom die without a fight.

He's seen people risking their very lives to stay loyal to a king who might have been dead. He's seen a frigid, broken kingdom rise up with hope and defiance against those that would destroy it.

He's also seen all of that crumble beneath the cruelty of one man in power but he tries to cling onto that hope, that will.

After all he is the embodiment of an entire kingdom's hope in a peaceful land. If he can hold the dreams of the people of Tai on his shoulders, then he can hold the hope of his two friends as well.]

Inigo is right. Friends are there to help each other. This is not a burden you need to bear alone. You are not alone.

[Tears have made his vision hazy, but he makes sure he is looking Tidus in the eyes.] You are normal. As normal as me and Inigo are.

[ Inigo deeply exhales after his own worked up words finally are done for a moment, the well they were pulled from running empty. Instead he listens. He watches Tidus verbally struggle, then Taiki speak.. But somewhere in those last words, he can see hope. Even as Taiki cries, he's being strong. Just as strong as Inigo knows he can be when the moment calls for it.. and this is quite possibly the strongest he's seen Taiki so far. A weird kind of pride blossoms in his heart at seeing the other be able to say those words even during a moment as heavy as this.

And then there's Tidus. Admitting something so vulnerable, struggling to smile and failing.

They're all a mess, but now Inigo can see there is hope. There is light. Just like how they all dragged each other here to stay warm together and survive this cold night, they can survive beyond that. Even if this problem may be a bit harder to solve than just the problem of being too cold, it can't be impossible. Things only turn impossible when you give up.

He smiles, the arm around Taiki squeezing a bit when Taiki says those last few words. He's just so glad for them. Taiki really is a bringer of hope, isn't he. ]

Taiki is right. What has changed between now and a few moments ago, huh? You're still Tidus. We're still friends.

[ Tidus just is a friend with a special new problem. ]

The only difference is that we're now going to make damn sure you're staying with us, one way or another. Or at least that you get to decide that on your own terms, rather than anything else dictating whether you can exist or not. We're going to figure this out together.

[ His face hurts, the muscles of it aching. His throat sore without properly crying, every inch of him tense, strained. Tidus finds it difficult to meet either's eye, yet he gives his best attempt; though it often goes aside, shame striking at him too deep.

But-- but they're trying. Not only trying, they believe. It's a confidence that-- that's so familiar to him. Him being on the other side, living with that hope and pushing forward. When Yuna moved ever closer to Zanarkand, every step taking her towards the Final Aeon. When everything seemed hopeless, but he and Rikku refused to give up.

Friends are there to help each other.

We're going to figure this out together.

It's impossible for him to deny that. To challenge them, to disbelieve them. That hopeless position he had been ready to sink into, the regret. Tidus looks at the both of them, sniffling, swallowing. Not caring for the mess that his features have become, his face hotter than the fire blazing could ever make it.

He nods to them, weakly; but it's an agreement, a sign of belief, that he carries as his head then drops, when he can't stop the sob that comes out. ]

[Taiki nods back, seeing that agreement, Tidus accepting the hope. Even if he found it hard, he still believed them. That was enough for now. With some hope... They could continue. Just like even a small fire could fight back the cold.

He just held them both tighter, gripping onto Tidus, letting him cry, crying himself.]

i haven't posted in my musebox for so long the layout just broke

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this is a very helpful productive tag i know

just some sad boys nbd

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I don't have a sad enough Taiki icon. Needs more art.

no you can't do that to my heart, katy, i can't look at anything sadder than this

this wasn't the cuddles we ordered

I want a refund

sorry this angst is nonrefundable

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turns out that despite the tears this was the Good Reveal AU