[Everything back when Elijah had found out he was an omega feels so...muddled. His own feelings towards Agreas, even...like he always knew how he really felt, but he held everything in check for a long while. It's strange to think about the way things could've gone if Elijah hadn't been an omega. And somehow...a little sadder to think about how things could've gone if it'd kept going the way they had been. Maybe he would've found some way to confess everything eventually, but...that's neither here nor there. If this is the outcome, then everything before now is worth it.
It's so...so relieving to know that...at least for right now, when it really does matter, he can at least do this much. He can at least make Agreas smile like that...and laugh like that...and say that he's happy. It feels like something in his heart is melting at the sight of it- to the point where it's almost too much. Like he's looking directly into some radiant ray of light. He has to look away again for a moment...but only for a moment- closing his eyes as a very small smile forms on his own face.]
Good...
[His voice is so soft- just barely above a whisper. He almost seems a little shy...or embarrassed even when he looks back at the alpha, which is a rare enough thing for him already. And then even moreso as he tilts his head to press a very small, gentle kiss onto the other's lips.
It doesn't matter that he's the omega, and Agreas is the alpha...because this side of Agreas has always been for him instead of anyone else. And that's exactly one of the reasons Elijah could always put his trust in him. He leans his head down again...resting it against the other's shoulder- closing his eyes, and letting himself relax just a little now that Agreas seems happy...]
That's all I want...
[Just...this. Making Agreas happy. The two of them laying here together- like they were always meant to. At least, that's how it feels now that they are here. As if there wasn't any other possible way it could've gone.
It's almost funny...no matter how much he hated being an omega before, for the first time in his life...he's actually grateful for it. If this is the way things end up for the two of them, he can be happy...Now, he can be Agreas's for the rest of his life...and know that Agreas would be his too. There's no going back...and Elijah would never want to anyway. He's never felt so relieved about anything before...like a weight's been lifted off his shoulders.]
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It's so...so relieving to know that...at least for right now, when it really does matter, he can at least do this much. He can at least make Agreas smile like that...and laugh like that...and say that he's happy. It feels like something in his heart is melting at the sight of it- to the point where it's almost too much. Like he's looking directly into some radiant ray of light. He has to look away again for a moment...but only for a moment- closing his eyes as a very small smile forms on his own face.]
Good...
[His voice is so soft- just barely above a whisper. He almost seems a little shy...or embarrassed even when he looks back at the alpha, which is a rare enough thing for him already. And then even moreso as he tilts his head to press a very small, gentle kiss onto the other's lips.
It doesn't matter that he's the omega, and Agreas is the alpha...because this side of Agreas has always been for him instead of anyone else. And that's exactly one of the reasons Elijah could always put his trust in him. He leans his head down again...resting it against the other's shoulder- closing his eyes, and letting himself relax just a little now that Agreas seems happy...]
That's all I want...
[Just...this. Making Agreas happy. The two of them laying here together- like they were always meant to. At least, that's how it feels now that they are here. As if there wasn't any other possible way it could've gone.
It's almost funny...no matter how much he hated being an omega before, for the first time in his life...he's actually grateful for it. If this is the way things end up for the two of them, he can be happy...Now, he can be Agreas's for the rest of his life...and know that Agreas would be his too. There's no going back...and Elijah would never want to anyway. He's never felt so relieved about anything before...like a weight's been lifted off his shoulders.]