[ This is exactly why it's even easier to get so constantly angry at the very thought of Kwangjo. Sure, the main reason is the fact that the other fucked up his life to a point where it's hard to enjoy anything at all anymore. But if it had just been that, and Kwangjo didn't mean to fuck up his life that bad and showed genuine remorse and changed his ways, then things might have been a little better. Shinwoo still would have been screwed out of his dream job, sure, and he still might not exactly have been happy, but he wouldn't have thrown his best friend out of his life completely the way he had.
But how can he forgive the other when he just acts like this? Wronging him that badly in the past, but instead of showing any sort of conscience just going on with it by fucking his fiancee too and then treating everything so lightly? He used to think the world of the guy, and now that thought just makes him feel sick to his stomach. It's not as if he didn't already notice Kwangjo drifting to the wrong side of things a little while before their friendship ended, but he never imagined it'd go this far. He never imagined there'd be a day where he could see his best friend's face and feel nothing but disgust.
Then again, there are a lot of things about his life right now that he never would have imagined back then. And not exactly in the positive sense. ]
... That's all you have to say?
[ He raises an eyebrow questioningly. He's certainly not hiding the fact that he knows shit is up - it's written all over his face. It's not even as much an incapability to hide these things as much as what Kwangjo is thinking is just true. Despite the fact that he desperately needs to learn a thing or two about anger management, Shinwoo isn't a bad person. Not the kind of person to beat someone up in a dark alley - if he's angry at someone, he'd just hit them even if the entire world was watching. He's not subtle, but it means he's not shady either, and it certainly means he has no problems with being upfront about his intentions now the other is at least in front of him and more than just words on a screen.
He doesn't move to do anything though. Yet. He doesn't seem all that threatening other than the fact that his body is very tense right now. Because no matter how angry he is, if Kwangjo could show at least an ounce of humanity, of giving a shit at all, then..
.. well, no, it's still very likely Shinwoo will punch him in the face anyway. Some things just can't be avoided. But he sure isn't holding back because he knows Kwangjo is carrying a gun (he doesn't know it, doesn't even expect it), at least. It's just the fact that Shinwoo is too good when it comes down to it, to a point where he almost hates it. ]
Really? Nothing else? [ Even aside from the "sorry I'm banging your fiancee who's been leaving you in the cold when it comes to that for months now" situation, there's not even remorse for the past.. but then again, maybe he should have expected it. It's not like the other showed it even back then, after all. ]
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But how can he forgive the other when he just acts like this? Wronging him that badly in the past, but instead of showing any sort of conscience just going on with it by fucking his fiancee too and then treating everything so lightly? He used to think the world of the guy, and now that thought just makes him feel sick to his stomach. It's not as if he didn't already notice Kwangjo drifting to the wrong side of things a little while before their friendship ended, but he never imagined it'd go this far. He never imagined there'd be a day where he could see his best friend's face and feel nothing but disgust.
Then again, there are a lot of things about his life right now that he never would have imagined back then. And not exactly in the positive sense. ]
... That's all you have to say?
[ He raises an eyebrow questioningly. He's certainly not hiding the fact that he knows shit is up - it's written all over his face. It's not even as much an incapability to hide these things as much as what Kwangjo is thinking is just true. Despite the fact that he desperately needs to learn a thing or two about anger management, Shinwoo isn't a bad person. Not the kind of person to beat someone up in a dark alley - if he's angry at someone, he'd just hit them even if the entire world was watching. He's not subtle, but it means he's not shady either, and it certainly means he has no problems with being upfront about his intentions now the other is at least in front of him and more than just words on a screen.
He doesn't move to do anything though. Yet. He doesn't seem all that threatening other than the fact that his body is very tense right now. Because no matter how angry he is, if Kwangjo could show at least an ounce of humanity, of giving a shit at all, then..
.. well, no, it's still very likely Shinwoo will punch him in the face anyway. Some things just can't be avoided. But he sure isn't holding back because he knows Kwangjo is carrying a gun (he doesn't know it, doesn't even expect it), at least. It's just the fact that Shinwoo is too good when it comes down to it, to a point where he almost hates it. ]
Really? Nothing else? [ Even aside from the "sorry I'm banging your fiancee who's been leaving you in the cold when it comes to that for months now" situation, there's not even remorse for the past.. but then again, maybe he should have expected it. It's not like the other showed it even back then, after all. ]