[ It's not like Yunyeol hasn't touched him before. Even just beyond places where his skin is usually visible. There have been plenty of times where Jeongmin's illness just wrecked him so much for a day that even changing his clothes by himself felt impossible and Yunyeol helped him - or times where Yunyeol had to help bathe him, even. But this still feels different from any of that. Not that Jeongmin's heart didn't oddly beat even during those times, since that close physical contact with Yunyeol is what he slowly grew to desire, but this is still.. different.
Maybe it's the situation, the two of them being so intimate right now on purpose. It feels a little less like he's making Yunyeol babysit him and more like they could almost be equals if he didn't know better. Like they could just be two normal people in love. And there's nothing he wants more than that, especially with someone as soft and sweet as Yunyeol, someone who makes it so easy to believe that he might just naturally care about Jeongmin. (Even though wandering too far in that direction with his thoughts still feels terrifying.)
And exactly because all of this feels so different, it feels nice when he feels Yunyeol's hand start to move up his clothes while the other is still kissing him. This is exactly what he wants - feeling like he's being enveloped by Yunyeol. Drowning in the other's warmth, and forgetting what he usually feels like most of the time. The feeling makes him wiggle a little under the other, but it's not because he wants the other to stop. It's because it feels so nice that he just can't help himself, even in little ways like this.
His grip on the other tightens just a little bit, and as he realises Yunyeol might interpret the signals he's giving in a wrong way, he makes sure to at least address it out loud. ]
Touch me more.. please..
[ It definitely feels a little embarrassing to be this needy even though they've only just started, but it's not like Jeongmin hadn't imagined this sort of scenario plenty of times in his mind already. It makes him crave more of this quickly - wanting Yunyeol's hands to roam all over him, to make every spot of his body feel better than it ever has before. There's no way he can mutter those words while actually looking at the other though, so in that sense he's definitely glad Yunyeol is too preoccupied with planting kisses against his neck so there's no way to have eye contact. ]
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Maybe it's the situation, the two of them being so intimate right now on purpose. It feels a little less like he's making Yunyeol babysit him and more like they could almost be equals if he didn't know better. Like they could just be two normal people in love. And there's nothing he wants more than that, especially with someone as soft and sweet as Yunyeol, someone who makes it so easy to believe that he might just naturally care about Jeongmin. (Even though wandering too far in that direction with his thoughts still feels terrifying.)
And exactly because all of this feels so different, it feels nice when he feels Yunyeol's hand start to move up his clothes while the other is still kissing him. This is exactly what he wants - feeling like he's being enveloped by Yunyeol. Drowning in the other's warmth, and forgetting what he usually feels like most of the time. The feeling makes him wiggle a little under the other, but it's not because he wants the other to stop. It's because it feels so nice that he just can't help himself, even in little ways like this.
His grip on the other tightens just a little bit, and as he realises Yunyeol might interpret the signals he's giving in a wrong way, he makes sure to at least address it out loud. ]
Touch me more.. please..
[ It definitely feels a little embarrassing to be this needy even though they've only just started, but it's not like Jeongmin hadn't imagined this sort of scenario plenty of times in his mind already. It makes him crave more of this quickly - wanting Yunyeol's hands to roam all over him, to make every spot of his body feel better than it ever has before. There's no way he can mutter those words while actually looking at the other though, so in that sense he's definitely glad Yunyeol is too preoccupied with planting kisses against his neck so there's no way to have eye contact. ]