[Yunyeol adores Jeongmin too much to ever do something like this out of pity. While it's true that he might not have any real say in this happening to begin with, there isn't even a single part of him that feels reluctant to do this. He can't deny that he is taking Jeongmin's illness into some consideration...but it's not that he thinks that the other boy really is weak, or fragile.
Yunyeol himself is just so naturally sweet and gentle anyway, that it's no different from how he'd be acting even if Jeongmin wasn't sick at all. Easing his way into things for both of them...figuring out what works, and what doesn't. Just...being careful, and loving.
At least, if there's anything Yunyeol does have some confidence in, it's that he'll be able to pleasure Jeongmin...and start finding the best ways to do so.
It's a little extra reassuring to feel Jeongmin's arms wrap around him like that...but nothing can compare to hearing the soft sound from the other boy's mouth...and then his own name in the same voice. A strange, almost sad aching sensation shoots through his chest and his stomach as soon as he hears it...and it makes Yunyeol start to press his kisses a little harder against Jeongmin's neck. Still not enough to be aggressive...just as if his actions are starting to grow in confidence too.
After a few more kisses, he moves one hand down tentatively- pressing it against the edge of Jeongmin's shirt, and gently sliding it up against his stomach. His skin feels so soft...and the warmth against his hand makes Yunyeol's heart swell with affection. He's just...so lucky to be able to be doing this. He can't get that out of his head. Even to be able to touch Jeongmin like this...his heart skips a few more beats just thinking about it.]
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Yunyeol himself is just so naturally sweet and gentle anyway, that it's no different from how he'd be acting even if Jeongmin wasn't sick at all. Easing his way into things for both of them...figuring out what works, and what doesn't. Just...being careful, and loving.
At least, if there's anything Yunyeol does have some confidence in, it's that he'll be able to pleasure Jeongmin...and start finding the best ways to do so.
It's a little extra reassuring to feel Jeongmin's arms wrap around him like that...but nothing can compare to hearing the soft sound from the other boy's mouth...and then his own name in the same voice. A strange, almost sad aching sensation shoots through his chest and his stomach as soon as he hears it...and it makes Yunyeol start to press his kisses a little harder against Jeongmin's neck. Still not enough to be aggressive...just as if his actions are starting to grow in confidence too.
After a few more kisses, he moves one hand down tentatively- pressing it against the edge of Jeongmin's shirt, and gently sliding it up against his stomach. His skin feels so soft...and the warmth against his hand makes Yunyeol's heart swell with affection. He's just...so lucky to be able to be doing this. He can't get that out of his head. Even to be able to touch Jeongmin like this...his heart skips a few more beats just thinking about it.]