[No matter the position Jeongmin chooses, Yunyeol can't help but view it as him giving himself to the other boy. Even if Jeongmin gives him some ounce of temporary control in a situation...that can still be taken away at any moment's notice. But even with that knowledge...Yunyeol's never felt afraid of Jeongmin...he still trusts him. And as far as he's concerned, Yunyeol is more than happy to devote his entire self to making this other boy happy. This is no different.
The kiss makes him feel warmth blossoming in his chest, and it only grows as he listens to Jeongmin talk. It's all in the way he's talking too...already so different from any time before now. It's sweet...
He smiles, just a little bit- despite Jeongmin not looking at him right now, Yunyeol can't help it. Even Jeongmin admitting this would be his first time... it only makes Yunyeol happier too. Because that makes this special, doesn't it...? It feels like an honor to him, to be able to fulfill this role...and that only strengthens his resolve to do anything he can to please the other.]
I'd be happy to.
[And Yunyeol means it...there's a hint of the smile in his voice too, even if it's still a small one.
But now- Jeongmin will finally get to see his Yunyeol in a different light. Because while he wouldn't normally have a reason to be more active with the other...this is a different situation, after all. And since Jeongmin asked him for it directly, it doesn't feel quite so daunting.
This is one of those cases where it wouldn't do to keep pausing and asking for permission for acting out any little thing he wanted to do. Of course...that doesn't mean Yunyeol still won't be careful...he's always at least somewhat cautious, with everything he does. Except despite that, more than anything else he's done with Jeongmin before, taking the lead in sex will be a lot of Yunyeol's own choices.
So where there was restraint only a few moments ago...Yunyeol allows himself to be a little more forward- moving up to sit besides Jeongmin on the bed, and gently taking both of the other's hands like he'd wanted to a few moments ago. They're small gestures, but it's already a bit more than he normally does on his own...and it's a way for him to test it out first. But as long as Jeongmin seems fine, Yunyeol will only do more for him from here on out.
Still...he feels like he has to get one last word in, at the very least. Just as a precaution, of sorts...as obvious as it might sound. But his voice still sounds softer, and sweeter when he talks this time...and it's clear that he's not just quoting some line out of a manual he was taught. He's saying this because he wants to be sure of it-]
If you ever need me to do anything differently...please tell me.
[Even if that means him stopping completely. Yunyeol just wants Jeongmin to feel safe and comfortable with him, above all else.]
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The kiss makes him feel warmth blossoming in his chest, and it only grows as he listens to Jeongmin talk. It's all in the way he's talking too...already so different from any time before now. It's sweet...
He smiles, just a little bit- despite Jeongmin not looking at him right now, Yunyeol can't help it. Even Jeongmin admitting this would be his first time... it only makes Yunyeol happier too. Because that makes this special, doesn't it...? It feels like an honor to him, to be able to fulfill this role...and that only strengthens his resolve to do anything he can to please the other.]
I'd be happy to.
[And Yunyeol means it...there's a hint of the smile in his voice too, even if it's still a small one.
But now- Jeongmin will finally get to see his Yunyeol in a different light. Because while he wouldn't normally have a reason to be more active with the other...this is a different situation, after all. And since Jeongmin asked him for it directly, it doesn't feel quite so daunting.
This is one of those cases where it wouldn't do to keep pausing and asking for permission for acting out any little thing he wanted to do. Of course...that doesn't mean Yunyeol still won't be careful...he's always at least somewhat cautious, with everything he does. Except despite that, more than anything else he's done with Jeongmin before, taking the lead in sex will be a lot of Yunyeol's own choices.
So where there was restraint only a few moments ago...Yunyeol allows himself to be a little more forward- moving up to sit besides Jeongmin on the bed, and gently taking both of the other's hands like he'd wanted to a few moments ago. They're small gestures, but it's already a bit more than he normally does on his own...and it's a way for him to test it out first. But as long as Jeongmin seems fine, Yunyeol will only do more for him from here on out.
Still...he feels like he has to get one last word in, at the very least. Just as a precaution, of sorts...as obvious as it might sound. But his voice still sounds softer, and sweeter when he talks this time...and it's clear that he's not just quoting some line out of a manual he was taught. He's saying this because he wants to be sure of it-]
If you ever need me to do anything differently...please tell me.
[Even if that means him stopping completely. Yunyeol just wants Jeongmin to feel safe and comfortable with him, above all else.]