[It feels strange to think that Yunyeol had been expecting a day like this to come eventually...but it's the truth. No matter how much Jeongmin has treated him differently from what he'd imagined, this is still something that'd been drilled into his head since he was young. That whoever he belonged to would one day get a use out of him this way- for sex. In fact, it's one of the few things that'td been taught as if it was a complete guarantee...and so, of course he'd been trained for it plenty of times throughout his life.
The idea itself makes logical sense to him too. Yunyeol's own body is a tool that he uses completely for Jeongmin's benefit.
But there is one that catches him completely off guard about it...and that's the "please".
Jeongmin should know that he never has to ask for anything at all. Everything of Yunyeol's belongs to him unconditionally...And so, Yunyeol isn't entirely sure how he feels about being asked like that. It's not a bad feeling at all...but it's still strange to be asked for the one thing he'd always knew he'd have to give. Maybe because he's never even thought of having a choice before...it was always just something that would happen.
But that's not to say he's upset, at all, about any of this. Yunyeol's always been accepting of his position...and in this case...he's always wanted to give Jeongmin anything he needs and more. There's nothing about this that feels like an obligation, no matter what he'd been taught in the past. And while Yunyeol knows well enough that he would never say "no"...he still knows that he wouldn't want to anyway.
So the surprise does show through on his face from that "please", even if it's only for a few seconds. And while the surprise is very genuine, there's still absolutely no sense of hesitation or reluctance in him anywhere either. He's never like that anyway...he's always eager to do anything Jeongmin asks of him- this included.
Yunyeol doesn't delay any longer after that- moving over to kneel beside Jeongmin and look up at him carefully.]
You don't need to ask me...of course I will.
[That word "please" is still ringing in his ears...and it makes Yunyeol wish, almost desperately, that he could do something more. Like reaching out, and taking one of the other's hands, just to add to the reassurance that he's completely willing. But even after a request like that, he still doesn't dare to move on his own...not without having a better understanding of exactly what Jeongmin wants from him tonight.
But at the very least, there's a little something more going on with him right now...It's happiness. Even if it's only showing in the smallest, subtlest gestures.... He's glad- knowing that he'll be able to use his own body to give the other more comfort, and pleasure for a change...Yunyeol can't help but think of how much Jeongmin deserves that. And how glad he is that he'll be the one to provide it to him.]
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The idea itself makes logical sense to him too. Yunyeol's own body is a tool that he uses completely for Jeongmin's benefit.
But there is one that catches him completely off guard about it...and that's the "please".
Jeongmin should know that he never has to ask for anything at all. Everything of Yunyeol's belongs to him unconditionally...And so, Yunyeol isn't entirely sure how he feels about being asked like that. It's not a bad feeling at all...but it's still strange to be asked for the one thing he'd always knew he'd have to give. Maybe because he's never even thought of having a choice before...it was always just something that would happen.
But that's not to say he's upset, at all, about any of this. Yunyeol's always been accepting of his position...and in this case...he's always wanted to give Jeongmin anything he needs and more. There's nothing about this that feels like an obligation, no matter what he'd been taught in the past. And while Yunyeol knows well enough that he would never say "no"...he still knows that he wouldn't want to anyway.
So the surprise does show through on his face from that "please", even if it's only for a few seconds. And while the surprise is very genuine, there's still absolutely no sense of hesitation or reluctance in him anywhere either. He's never like that anyway...he's always eager to do anything Jeongmin asks of him- this included.
Yunyeol doesn't delay any longer after that- moving over to kneel beside Jeongmin and look up at him carefully.]
You don't need to ask me...of course I will.
[That word "please" is still ringing in his ears...and it makes Yunyeol wish, almost desperately, that he could do something more. Like reaching out, and taking one of the other's hands, just to add to the reassurance that he's completely willing. But even after a request like that, he still doesn't dare to move on his own...not without having a better understanding of exactly what Jeongmin wants from him tonight.
But at the very least, there's a little something more going on with him right now...It's happiness. Even if it's only showing in the smallest, subtlest gestures.... He's glad- knowing that he'll be able to use his own body to give the other more comfort, and pleasure for a change...Yunyeol can't help but think of how much Jeongmin deserves that. And how glad he is that he'll be the one to provide it to him.]
What would you like me to do...?