presence 1 - hyoyoung basically balances between two completely different ways of acting - the cutesy act when she's trying to get stuff from someone, when she's completely energetic and chipper and so!! enthusiastic!! about!! everything!! and when that act doesn't work or someone isn't worth her time, she falls back into a mode that's a little more low energy, practically disinterested. lately she's discovered that she's actually a little more energetic in certain situations around certain people though so it kind of becomes a mix of the two.... she thinks it might be called genuinely having fun??? she'll have to get back to you on that one tbh
presence 4 - she's very thin and tiny, almost pixie-like. she knows the kind of implications and connotations that come with having that sort of build and it's exactly part of why she abuses it by acting cutesy on top of it and trying to get what she wants that way. make fun of her being tiny outside of the act though and she'll step on your toes.
presence 5 - hyoyoung does genuinely like pink, and it's a big part of her wardrobe - other bright colors too. even when she's not planning on putting up her act, she'll still wear very popping clothes and lots of acessoires like jewelry or hair accessoires since she really likes all of those even just personally. you practically won't ever see her without rings and bracelets and necklaces and things in her hair, preferably all at the same time, a very busy sort of look. she's also fond of expensive clothes.
presence 11 - her tone completely flunctuates along with what mode she's in. although her volume will always generally be the same (she isn't that loud, her visual with all the bright colors and extras is louder than her voice, honestly), her tone is completely different. her voice drops probably at least an octave when she isn't trying to act all cutesy since her normal voice is not per se super low, but it's on the low side of the average compared to her higher baby-like voice. she's also very prone to speaking in the third person when she's trying to act cutesy, but would never do it when she's not trying to manipulate someone.
presence 12 - yes, tons. her nonverbal communication shifts just as much, because she's very consciously making it part of her act to look cute and lovable in every way possible. which means that she's so used to using body language that it continues when she falls out of the role - rolling her eyes when she's annoyed, frowning, putting her hands on her hips, etc. once she drops all pretenses, she's actually pretty easy to read through it when she's just being herself.
disposition 2 - hyoyoung cares about money. if you'd ask her and if you'd actually get a honest answer from her for whatever reason, she would 100% answer that. what else do you need when you can get money?? can't money buy practically everything for you?? #1 priority as far as she's concerned.
but under that, in a way that's not even really something she always consciously realises, hyoyoung does yearn for a little more than that - she's always just been manipulating people ever since she realised it was a good way to get what she wants, but it's starting to wear out a little to have her entire life just revolve around that. she's starting to want some actual genuine contact with people, but it's hard to admit herself and even harder to realise it's what she wants in the first place.
connections 2 - SO CONNECTING TO THAT THEME... most of hyoyoung's bonds are just.. well, her manipulating people. which she doesn't see as genuine bonds since she's just using those people and isn't even acting like herself and if those people knew what she was really like, they wouldn't give a shit, she's sure of that. then the other group is people she has shown her true self to, openly showing annoyance and other less great qualities about herself. if people don't show any interest in her (or at least, not any positive interest) then she'll keep them at a distance, but if people do show her even just a spark of genuine positive attention, then hyoyoung gets closer to what even she doesn't realise is the most true to herself - aggressively trying to befriend them in the dumbest ways since she has no idea how to work human relationships in any way that doesn't involve fooling them.
connections 3 - KIND OF EXPLAINED UP THERE, but i wanted to add to that that hyoyoung definitely prefers spending time with people who don't believe her act over people who do believe it, no matter what she might claim. people liking her doesn't count when they only like her because of what she's acting like, after all. those kind of bonds are just for what she gets out of it and she doesn't put any personal emotional investment into it.
connections 6 - also all up there.
connections 7 - okay so we know she just plays cutesy to get what she wants from people, but let's talk about when she wants to genuinely befriend someone, since i only briefly touched upon it up there. hyoyoung is very distrustful of people as a whole, believing everyone is bad and manipulates because duh, she's one of those people, she knows the truth. so she hesitates at showing her genuine and vulnerable feelings to anyone - for example, even though she wants jiyong to like her (completely platonically) so badly that it practically makes her chest feel tight at times, she'd never tell him that, instead preferring to tug him on his ear and tell him that he better like her or else!!!! communicating true genuine feelings is hard, so it usually comes out dumb and kind of aggressive instead.
activities 1 - she loves shopping, she likes expensive stuff, she likes stuff in general. hyoyoung is very masterialistic and not afraid to admit that when she's not busy with her cutesy act. the act of getting stuff or owning stuff is quite possibly even more enjoyable than the stuff itself. she likes bright things and colorful things and has an incredible weak spot for cute things that she would kick someone's shins over for making fun of her for it. she dislikes common mundane stuff, boring stuff - hyoyoung would prefer having stuff no one has.
activities 3 - a lot of the stuff is mentioned above like shopping etc.. i think that she also enjoys dancing and karaoke a lot. she's probably entertained the thought of becoming an idol (since, in her eyes, it's just doing what she's doing already on a bigger scale) but she's secretly terrified that they would reject her at the very first audition and that keeps her from trying to go for it at all.
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presence 4 - she's very thin and tiny, almost pixie-like. she knows the kind of implications and connotations that come with having that sort of build and it's exactly part of why she abuses it by acting cutesy on top of it and trying to get what she wants that way. make fun of her being tiny outside of the act though and she'll step on your toes.
presence 5 - hyoyoung does genuinely like pink, and it's a big part of her wardrobe - other bright colors too. even when she's not planning on putting up her act, she'll still wear very popping clothes and lots of acessoires like jewelry or hair accessoires since she really likes all of those even just personally. you practically won't ever see her without rings and bracelets and necklaces and things in her hair, preferably all at the same time, a very busy sort of look. she's also fond of expensive clothes.
presence 11 - her tone completely flunctuates along with what mode she's in. although her volume will always generally be the same (she isn't that loud, her visual with all the bright colors and extras is louder than her voice, honestly), her tone is completely different. her voice drops probably at least an octave when she isn't trying to act all cutesy since her normal voice is not per se super low, but it's on the low side of the average compared to her higher baby-like voice. she's also very prone to speaking in the third person when she's trying to act cutesy, but would never do it when she's not trying to manipulate someone.
presence 12 - yes, tons. her nonverbal communication shifts just as much, because she's very consciously making it part of her act to look cute and lovable in every way possible. which means that she's so used to using body language that it continues when she falls out of the role - rolling her eyes when she's annoyed, frowning, putting her hands on her hips, etc. once she drops all pretenses, she's actually pretty easy to read through it when she's just being herself.
disposition 2 - hyoyoung cares about money. if you'd ask her and if you'd actually get a honest answer from her for whatever reason, she would 100% answer that. what else do you need when you can get money?? can't money buy practically everything for you?? #1 priority as far as she's concerned.
but under that, in a way that's not even really something she always consciously realises, hyoyoung does yearn for a little more than that - she's always just been manipulating people ever since she realised it was a good way to get what she wants, but it's starting to wear out a little to have her entire life just revolve around that. she's starting to want some actual genuine contact with people, but it's hard to admit herself and even harder to realise it's what she wants in the first place.
connections 2 - SO CONNECTING TO THAT THEME... most of hyoyoung's bonds are just.. well, her manipulating people. which she doesn't see as genuine bonds since she's just using those people and isn't even acting like herself and if those people knew what she was really like, they wouldn't give a shit, she's sure of that. then the other group is people she has shown her true self to, openly showing annoyance and other less great qualities about herself. if people don't show any interest in her (or at least, not any positive interest) then she'll keep them at a distance, but if people do show her even just a spark of genuine positive attention, then hyoyoung gets closer to what even she doesn't realise is the most true to herself - aggressively trying to befriend them in the dumbest ways since she has no idea how to work human relationships in any way that doesn't involve fooling them.
connections 3 - KIND OF EXPLAINED UP THERE, but i wanted to add to that that hyoyoung definitely prefers spending time with people who don't believe her act over people who do believe it, no matter what she might claim. people liking her doesn't count when they only like her because of what she's acting like, after all. those kind of bonds are just for what she gets out of it and she doesn't put any personal emotional investment into it.
connections 6 - also all up there.
connections 7 - okay so we know she just plays cutesy to get what she wants from people, but let's talk about when she wants to genuinely befriend someone, since i only briefly touched upon it up there. hyoyoung is very distrustful of people as a whole, believing everyone is bad and manipulates because duh, she's one of those people, she knows the truth. so she hesitates at showing her genuine and vulnerable feelings to anyone - for example, even though she wants jiyong to like her (completely platonically) so badly that it practically makes her chest feel tight at times, she'd never tell him that, instead preferring to tug him on his ear and tell him that he better like her or else!!!! communicating true genuine feelings is hard, so it usually comes out dumb and kind of aggressive instead.
activities 1 - she loves shopping, she likes expensive stuff, she likes stuff in general. hyoyoung is very masterialistic and not afraid to admit that when she's not busy with her cutesy act. the act of getting stuff or owning stuff is quite possibly even more enjoyable than the stuff itself. she likes bright things and colorful things and has an incredible weak spot for cute things that she would kick someone's shins over for making fun of her for it. she dislikes common mundane stuff, boring stuff - hyoyoung would prefer having stuff no one has.
activities 3 - a lot of the stuff is mentioned above like shopping etc.. i think that she also enjoys dancing and karaoke a lot. she's probably entertained the thought of becoming an idol (since, in her eyes, it's just doing what she's doing already on a bigger scale) but she's secretly terrified that they would reject her at the very first audition and that keeps her from trying to go for it at all.