ic; a guy like me can't hold onto or let go of you

[lollypops]

( actual rendition of what's going on here tbh )

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[lollypops]

[ It's a little easier to do this once he gets more into it, enough to realise that he can just go along with the motions of her own mouth - as long as no one but the two of them knows, it's not even that bad or embarrassing that she's leading it. Kiyomi has more experience, after all. Even he can't deny that.

And it's all.. rather nice. It feels nice, just sitting here and doing this with her, to feel the touch of her hand on his skin and in his hair. To hold her in turn. It's a little vulnerable, but it's so nice to have someone there he doesn't need to constantly put his guard up around.

They're no longer strangers, and Itsuki knows it just as she says it. They slept together, all cuddled up, they're kissing now.. it'd be hard to call her a stranger after that, huh.

.. But what does that make them instead?

He doesn't know, and just thinking of it makes his chest feel a little tight, so Itsuki discards the thought and instead tries to return the kiss as best as he can, the passion - in a slightly more naive way - returned. He only pulls his lips off hers for a moment while lingering near her to mumble her name-- ]

Kiyomi..

[ He can't do more than that. There are so many things he wants to say and ask, but he can't get any of them out, not even in this situation. Not even now they're kissing. It's like the action of that is easier than forming anything he wants to say into words. ]

[kusatsu]

Itsuki…

[She responded. Her name somehow sounded more beautiful when he said it. In his tone she could hear that he was very aware of the weight of it. He didn’t want to use her first name lightly, but in this circumstance, using last names was simply out of the question.

She pulled away from his lips, but kept her hands on him. She kissed down his jaw, his neck and down to his collar bone. She moved her hand from his cheek to his lips to keep his mouth occupied. She pulled down the collar of his shirt, just enough for her to bite his skin gently. She nibbled and sucked so that she was sure to leave a mark. One hand at his lips, the other on his back.

It was enough so that perhaps the memory of her would linger even when their duties separated them. But she was also courteous enough to place it somewhere that was easily hidden. This was after all a secret between the two of them. They were breaking the rules, and neither wanted much to discover what the consequences might be. But for Kiyomi at least, this was worth any punishment she might be subjected too.]

[lollypops]

[ It's going a little further than he expected, but oddly enough he doesn't really find himself minding all that much of this. It's nice just to have her hands or her mouth on him, and when Itsuki can feel her biting down on his skin lightly, a small groan escapes from his mouth.

It's quickly silenced though by one of her fingers slipping into her mouth. At this point he's not even sure if he guided them there or that she did, but it doesn't matter. He sucks on the fingers, running his tongue along them, and it reminds him a little of his usual lollypops. (Except it's Kiyomi, and that makes it better for some reason.)

A second finger follows, and one of his hands moves to grasp her hand, like he's trying to keep it in place. Small mostly-muffled sounds escape him from her working on her skin like that, and his free hand moves down Kiyomi's back.

It's completely ridiculous and embarrassing, and for all they know someone could walk in on them any moment and see that he's here even though he's not supposed to be and that they're doing this even though they're not supposed to and they'd be breaking probably at least five different rules -- but he doesn't care. Being close to Kiyomi like this feels so nice that he's just losing himself in it. ]

[kusatsu]

[She removed her mouth from his skin with slight hesitation. She had enjoyed perhaps to much hearing his small gasps and moans, as well as feeling his body react to her careful touches. She herself discovered that she somewhat liked him sucking on her fingers. And beyond that it showed that he would probably be very good with his tongue in other contexts. But for now, he was still very unfamiliar with all of this. And she was just pleased that he was going along with her whims. They were due to start their daily routine very soon, so this simply could not go on too much longer.

She tugged his shirt collar back into place and pulled her fingers slowly out of his mouth. The faces that he made were absolutely delightful to her. He was just like a child in his beauty, but he was still a grown man in how he held her. His hand still tried to keep hers in place, so instead she held that hand, lacing their fingers together.

She cupped the other side of his face and looked up at him. She paused for a few moments, trying to fully regain her composure. It took all of the self-control within her to keep herself from taking him then and there. But for how kindly he had treated her, she owed him at least as much.]

Sakari will probably return soon. And it will be suspicious if you don't report for morning training.
[Her face was still flushed, but she spoke as firmly as she could. ] But this isn't over. If you don't come to find me again, I'll find you, okay? [She leaned forward and kissed him lingeringly once more on the lips. Almost as if to seal her promise.]

[lollypops]

[ To be honest, a part of him was getting so lost in this sensation that he hardly even realises what's happening when Kiyomi suddenly pulls back and removes her fingers from his mouth like that. It results in him blinking in total confusion for a moment or two until his mind slowly returns and realises what's up here.

Although that realisation brings a blush to his face, and Itsuki awkwardly tugs on his shirt as if to bring it further back into place even as he's looking back at her, like he needs to occupy the hand she's not holding somehow out of sheer embarrassment.

He looks a little pouty. His first instinct is to whine that he doesn't want to go, that he wants to stay here with her (that's what feels so nice, after all) but even though he doesn't care if he's punished, he doesn't want her to be. Especially not because of him. So it's something he'll have to give up on for today. ]

Don't come find me..!

[ It comes out a little more harshly than intended thanks to how embarrassed he's feeling right now, but at least he realises that a moment later. Itsuki's eyebrows knit together, and for a moment his gaze drops as his head dips forward. ]

I.. I mean.. I'll come find you for sure, so don't bother getting yourself into trouble. [ Not that he doubts that Kiyomi is capable, but he just doesn't even want her to have to risk it. How would he be supposed to feel, letting her do that for him, geez...

His hand that had been fiddling with his shirt moves up to wipe lightly at his mouth, making sure there isn't any drool stupidly left behind. Even so, he can still feel her taste in his mouth. (It's not a bad thing. Really, it's the opposite.) ]

[kusatsu]

[When he pouted like that, it just made her want to kiss him again. She thought about biting his lower lip until he groaned again. About knotting her hands in his hair and feeling his hands dig into her hips. But now wasn't the time. This also wasn't even the place for such affairs. But the two of them had little other choice. The only thing she was sure of was that she wanted to know him more, continue to know him like this. Lingering touches and kisses that spoke when words failed them.]

Then don't keep me waiting too long. Who knows what I might do to you, if I get too, impatient. [She walked her free hand up his chest and then gave him a sudden genuine smile. She suddenly remembered that she didn’t need to keep up her Seductress act for him. And that thought filled her with a moment of glee.]

[lollypops]

[ It's the genuine smile that follows that really gets his heart pounding as he stares at her. Kiyomi is so pretty-- so pretty, so understanding, and for some reason he can't help but feel happy when she looks genuinely happy.

Would it really be so wrong for him to just stay here and kiss her all morning instead? Because that sure sounds a lot more fun than training would be.

But there's a part of Itsuki that's responsible enough that understands he can't stay, so he finally reluctantly gets himself off the bed, straightening his shirt a little more. ]

I'd like to see that.

[ Maybe it's since he's standing up again and a little bit of his embarrassing position that Itsuki suddenly seems more confident again, a grin working its way up to his lips. He bends over to kiss her on the lips once more - briefly, and despite the grin, his heart is still pounding like mad. It probably will for a while more every time he finds that mark she left behind on his body again.

But for now he'll be a good boy and go. So after that and after staring at her for a moment, Itsuki turns to quickly go before people go out into the halls and it'll be too late for him to sneak out. ]