[ Although calling him plainly by his name while they don't really know each other all that much would be weirder than saying either Itsuki-kun or Kagami-san.. but Itsuki is already someone who dislikes formalities by principle, so if he'd let someone who cares for him use them, it'd just feel like they're pushing a distance between them again. And that isn't what he wants, despite all his sputtering.
It's hard to regain any sense of composure though in this situation. Especially when she grabs his chin like that, holding his face in place so their gazes keep meeting, and Itsuki's heart pounds just a little bit more rapidly by the moment.
No, this is bad. Even if he's accepted the fact that he wants to be close to her despite not wanting to get attached to people out of a fear of being abandoned - even so, he can't feel like this. She said that so many guys treated her so terribly, so he can't be like that too. He can't hurt her, he can't even slightly remind her of it.
He can't look at her and her lips and think about how nice it would be to--
Finally trying to let go of her (it's not easy in their current position), he tries to squirm out of her grasp. ]
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[ Although calling him plainly by his name while they don't really know each other all that much would be weirder than saying either Itsuki-kun or Kagami-san.. but Itsuki is already someone who dislikes formalities by principle, so if he'd let someone who cares for him use them, it'd just feel like they're pushing a distance between them again. And that isn't what he wants, despite all his sputtering.
It's hard to regain any sense of composure though in this situation. Especially when she grabs his chin like that, holding his face in place so their gazes keep meeting, and Itsuki's heart pounds just a little bit more rapidly by the moment.
No, this is bad. Even if he's accepted the fact that he wants to be close to her despite not wanting to get attached to people out of a fear of being abandoned - even so, he can't feel like this. She said that so many guys treated her so terribly, so he can't be like that too. He can't hurt her, he can't even slightly remind her of it.
He can't look at her and her lips and think about how nice it would be to--
Finally trying to let go of her (it's not easy in their current position), he tries to squirm out of her grasp. ]