[Kiraki bites her lip and shakes her head at him. ]
No no no, Mamoru don't--
[She suddenly releases his hand and jerks forward to pull him into a sudden embrace. She saw the memories of that time flash across his face, and she saw that it still hurt him. She had grasped him so suddenly that his arms were pinned to his sides and she just started sputtering without restraint.]
You-- I bet you didn't even have time to grieve did you, what with Kaito how he was and... [She wanted to apologise, she wanted to scold him again for being so recklessly selfless.]
I don't think it's weird okay? Everyone cries and--I just-- I want to be able to be the one who is there with you-- I want to be able to help you.
[She made a frustrated noise before continuing.]
You're only going to worry me more if you keep neglecting yourself like this...
[That wasn't the right thing to say, and she cursed herself for it. He was just going to worry more, and try harder to please her in the way he thought would be best. He'd keep pushing himself and ignoring his own needs. She clenched her teeth, her hands balling into fists against his back.
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No no no, Mamoru don't--
[She suddenly releases his hand and jerks forward to pull him into a sudden embrace. She saw the memories of that time flash across his face, and she saw that it still hurt him. She had grasped him so suddenly that his arms were pinned to his sides and she just started sputtering without restraint.]
You-- I bet you didn't even have time to grieve did you, what with Kaito how he was and...
[She wanted to apologise, she wanted to scold him again for being so recklessly selfless.]
I don't think it's weird okay? Everyone cries and--I just-- I want to be able to be the one who is there with you-- I want to be able to help you.
[She made a frustrated noise before continuing.]
You're only going to worry me more if you keep neglecting yourself like this...
[That wasn't the right thing to say, and she cursed herself for it. He was just going to worry more, and try harder to please her in the way he thought would be best. He'd keep pushing himself and ignoring his own needs. She clenched her teeth, her hands balling into fists against his back.