You did all that you possibly could for him. I was the coward back then. I ended up ditching you when it became too much for me.
[She looked down, putting her free hand to her forehead. She just couldn't pretend that Haruto was alive, nor for anyone's sake. It just hurt too much. Mamoru was so much stronger than her in that regard.]
Remembering their promise, she continued.]
I did what I could too though. I wasn't able to help Kaito...
Since he wouldn't even acknowledge my existence.
But, I was at least able to help you a little, right?
Until I "died" that is, and left you alone again.
She looked at him a little sheepishly, her grip on his hand having become tight again.]
It's fine, Kaito's doing fine now but...I mean I hope he warms up to me because well...I won't be able to keep this up with you, if he still disapproves.
[She said, her eyes falling to their hands once again. Kaito was too important to him. She couldn't risk putting a strain on their relationship, even if that meant giving him up.]
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[She began, leaning towards him a little. ]
You did all that you possibly could for him. I was the coward back then. I ended up ditching you when it became too much for me.
[She looked down, putting her free hand to her forehead. She just couldn't pretend that Haruto was alive, nor for anyone's sake. It just hurt too much. Mamoru was so much stronger than her in that regard.]
Remembering their promise, she continued.]
I did what I could too though. I wasn't able to help Kaito...
Since he wouldn't even acknowledge my existence.
But, I was at least able to help you a little, right?
Until I "died" that is, and left you alone again.
She looked at him a little sheepishly, her grip on his hand having become tight again.]
It's fine, Kaito's doing fine now but...I mean I hope he warms up to me because well...I won't be able to keep this up with you, if he still disapproves.
[She said, her eyes falling to their hands once again. Kaito was too important to him. She couldn't risk putting a strain on their relationship, even if that meant giving him up.]