[Mamoru was so sincere. But he didn't see what she was doing to hom. What she'd always been doing to him. She made him irrational and unreasonable. He just didn't understand why.

He said that their previous Messiah arrangement didn't keep them apart. But Mamoru had kept him out of his personal matters then. Even though Kaito had wanted to know what was upsetting him about him and Ariga, as soon as Kaito had cracked the password for him, Mamoru had told Kaito to go.

Did he not trust him?]

Okay.

[Kaito said, trying to muster a smile for his sake. As inept as he was, he could tell whenever Mamoru was suffering. Even if he couldn't help, he always wished that Mamoru would come to him first about any anything that was bothering him. Mamoru had always been there for him and put up with so much from him.]

But...If she hurts you I won't forgive her.

[Even if he couldn't fully accept it, he could at least state that much of his feelings without upsetting her further. His tone was still wrought with bitterness.]

When she disappeared, I really thought it was obvious. I didn't mean to lie to you.

[When he thought back to those times, he started to piece together the times when they would eat Kiraki's favorite food. Of course he knew what it was. She wouldn't shut up about how much she loved that Yakisoba. Mamoru would clam up and have to excuse himself. Was remembering her really that painful for him? At the time it just didn't connect. Hardly anything outside of his delusion in that apartment ever did.]