[She didn't want to stop, god, she didn't want to stop. But, at that moment, there was something far more important than how long(and so badly) she had wanted him. She stopped, looking him in eyes before letting her eyelids droop closed. She rested her forehead against his briefly trying to catch her breath.]
Okay, you are not wrong after all.
[She begins to prop herself up on her knees, still breathing heavily as she tried to calm the rampant thought in her mind. He was not wrong. He so very rarely was. It was unfair of her to even suggest something like this, given their situation. But, the thrill and relief, that he did really like her back, (want her, too) it made her heart race even faster.
She rolls off of him, and tries to clamber back on to his bed to sit. But instead she just kinda curls up at the foot of his bed, still wrestling with her thoughts.]
I am sure that...you still have some questions, and...some reasons to distrust me, given the last time we saw each other.
[She grips at the sides of her face as more thoughts race in to her head. She was so desperate to kiss him, almost in order to try and wipe out the memories of her first kiss. But now they simply blurred together in chaos.
She loved Mamoru so much, at yet he wasn't her first. She wanted to protect mamoru so much, and yet she had hurt him. She brings her fingers to her lips, wondering after the heat that lingered there. But...he had kissed her first. {he kissed me first.} She latched on to that thought to keep her anxiety away. The flush on her cheeks didn't fade, and her heart rate didn't seem like it would slow down either.]
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Okay, you are not wrong after all.
[She begins to prop herself up on her knees, still breathing heavily as she tried to calm the rampant thought in her mind.
He was not wrong. He so very rarely was. It was unfair of her to even suggest something like this, given their situation. But, the thrill and relief, that he did really like her back, (want her, too) it made her heart race even faster.
She rolls off of him, and tries to clamber back on to his bed to sit. But instead she just kinda curls up at the foot of his bed, still wrestling with her thoughts.]
I am sure that...you still have some questions, and...some reasons to distrust me, given the last time we saw each other.
[She grips at the sides of her face as more thoughts race in to her head. She was so desperate to kiss him, almost in order to try and wipe out the memories of her first kiss. But now they simply blurred together in chaos.
She loved Mamoru so much, at yet he wasn't her first. She wanted to protect mamoru so much, and yet she had hurt him. She brings her fingers to her lips, wondering after the heat that lingered there. But...he had kissed her first. {he kissed me first.} She latched on to that thought to keep her anxiety away. The flush on her cheeks didn't fade, and her heart rate didn't seem like it would slow down either.]
As away.