First of all, you keep calling me Tsushima like I'm just some classmate of yours... [she shook her head.] god I can't lie to you...but I just don't know how make you understand either...especially now...
[she was being vague. She had to be. Her feelings were so raw. It was too embarrassing to say out loud. But she felt the words tearing at from the inside of her chest.
And now, she saw concern cross his face. He was worried, he wanted to help her.
But it was still almost certain that he didn't feel the same way.
If he did, wouldn't he have said something by now? Something, anything.]
There aren't any superiors around. Even then, I can't imagine you ever call Kaito "Yuuri." no matter who's around.
She tried to laugh. It was supposed to be a joke, but she was jealous. She couldn't remember rearing him say her first name ever since she started working for section 4. At work it was fine, she was his direct subordinate. But the habit stuck and that pissed her off to no end. it also made her feel a little bit lonely. Given the bitter note they had parted on almost six months ago, perhaps it was silly of her to be upset with him. Perhaps it was rude to call himself so familiarly. She didn't know, and she still didn't know how to ask him and clear the air. Her lips remained pressed together, as she tried to think of what to say. How to say, whether or not is was right to say. Everything, crowded and muddled in her mind.]
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[she shook her head.] god I can't lie to you...but I just don't know how make you understand either...especially now...
[she was being vague. She had to be. Her feelings were so raw. It was too embarrassing to say out loud. But she felt the words tearing at from the inside of her chest.
And now, she saw concern cross his face. He was worried, he wanted to help her.
But it was still almost certain that he didn't feel the same way.
If he did, wouldn't he have said something by now? Something, anything.]
There aren't any superiors around. Even then, I can't imagine you ever call Kaito "Yuuri." no matter who's around.
She tried to laugh. It was supposed to be a joke, but she was jealous. She couldn't remember rearing him say her first name ever since she started working for section 4. At work it was fine, she was his direct subordinate. But the habit stuck and that pissed her off to no end. it also made her feel a little bit lonely.
Given the bitter note they had parted on almost six months ago, perhaps it was silly of her to be upset with him. Perhaps it was rude to call himself so familiarly. She didn't know, and she still didn't know how to ask him and clear the air.
Her lips remained pressed together, as she tried to think of what to say. How to say, whether or not is was right to say. Everything, crowded and muddled in her mind.]