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kazutake "actual hobo" amagiri ([personal profile] kazutake) wrote in [community profile] mysteries2014-09-04 09:56 pm

ic; there's so many wars we fought, there's so many things we're not



[ pictured: every amagiri ever while babysitting

also obviously demon lifespans are not enough to make it all the way from sengoku to shinsengumi times, but in this case we're just conveniently pretending they are for musebox shenanigans.. sshhh. ]
constraining: (excuse me)

[personal profile] constraining 2014-12-27 05:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[It's definitely in their nature as Amagiris... but at least they've both basically been ready to apologize in this three comment conversation, hopefully they've gotten it out of their systems now...

But he really can't help the way that he relaxes a bit at that smile. It accompanies a lot of his early memories, after all, and if grandpa Kazutake is saying that everything's okay--then everything's okay. That's how it's always been, as far as Amagiri is concerned.

But yeah....comrades...........that's funny. Sometimes, despite knowing that they all faced so many hardships in those days, Amagiri does find it to be a wistful feeling, thinking of how close Kazutake seems to be with the other demons he knew then. But.... it certainly isn't all bad for him either.]


Kazama [is a big fat baby] does not always understand his position. His recklessness will cause him trouble someday.

[Like just now. Getting a beatdown by an older generation demon could not have been fun at all.

But at that, at least, it's an easy shake of his head. It was hardly a long enough brawl for anything to happen, even if Kazama is stronger. Kazutake was much too on top of things for that.]


No, I am fine. ... Thank you for your assistance. [It's a weird mingled feeling, gratitude for Kazutake's care and help, and also that bit of shame that he had to intervene in the first place.]
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[personal profile] constraining 2014-12-31 04:56 am (UTC)(link)
[.... GRANDPA YOU'RE SO EMBARRASSING...........Amagiri ducks his head automatically when Kazutake ruffles his hair, because that's just....that's not really Demon Level Fierceness right there. It's almost hard to believe that this proud grandpa was the one who just kicked some oni butt a few moments before.

Amagiri's hair is definitely mussed up now, but he resists the urge to immediately fix it. The gesture...is important. Kazutake is truly proud of him...despite the fact that he needs his grandpa to beat up Kazama on his behalf. That's good.

Honestly, there's a lot that he's overwhelmed by right now, he doesn't even know where to begin--but a moment later he lifts his head, because if Kazutake is going to be so proud of him, then he has no other option but to hold his head up high. To do anything else would be to disrespect that (proud grandpa) opinion.]


...You praise me too highly. [He really can't think that the way he caries himself is the most honorable.......or that he's even more worthy. Basically GRANDPA YOU'RE EMBARRASSING.] ...But thank you. If that is truly the case, it is due to the examples I have had to follow throughout my life.

[Like Kazutake.]
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[personal profile] constraining 2015-01-05 01:09 am (UTC)(link)
[Embarrassing grandpa is too embarrassing he can't handle it at all. But. Right. That's...that's sure advice. And in a way, it does help. Kazama may be stronger than him, but another part of the reason why he never did anything was because of that sense of duty. He didn't want to go against Kazama, because he didn't want to dishonor that pact that was made.

But now... well, if he has Kazutake's blessing, then maybe it isn't such a terrible consideration.

Maybe...it's alright to put himself first in these moments. He's uncertain still, but he will try his hardest to not disappoint his family or Kazutake--and maybe to take care of himself as well in those moments. Though really... Kazutake seems so concerned and anxious, and that's something he just can't let stand.]


...It has not been as bad as you were misfortunate enough to encounter. [or was it fortunate?? fortunate for him, anyway.] There is no need for too much concern. [really...it's okay. He's okay.] And I am certain he will have learned from this.

[for like five minutes.]
constraining: (i apologize)

[personal profile] constraining 2015-01-10 07:16 pm (UTC)(link)
["friends"...... first mistake, calling them friends, it's really not legit at all, Amagiri would be happier alone in a field with a fluffy bunny rabbit than with Kazama and co.

Actually that sounds like a pleasant afternoon, can he just...do that.....]


He does not see a reason to, though he is typically not so reckless or rash.

[so yeah he's a dick, no he doesn't try to stab him. It's okay, grandpappy.]
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[personal profile] constraining 2015-01-17 08:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[Granddaddy Kazutake and Amagiri in a field with a fluffy bunny rabbit......what a happy scene.

Regardless, Amagiri is happy that Kazutake is willing to Let It Go. After all, as much as he appreciates the defense, Kuzutake can hardly defend Amagiri all the time--nor would he ask him to. But at some point, Amagiri's going to have to deal with this himself, and he knows Kazama can hold a grudgeboner for....basically 8 chapters, like, calm down Kazama.]


While that may be the case in some situations, this is not one of them. [aka Kazama sure is going too far with matters like Chizuru...stop stalking this poor demon girl, Kazama!!!

But Amagiri himself is fine, and he knows it.]


I will have to take this opportunity to improve myself and grow stronger, so it is no longer an issue.

[He knows better than to assume he'll ever actually be stronger than Kazama...that's just genetics. But there's nothing saying he can't try to improve his technique that much anyway.]
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[personal profile] constraining 2015-01-19 04:36 am (UTC)(link)
[Humans, man!!! Ruining everything!!! Not that Amagiri is altogether too bothered by that, considering those genes are why he even exists... like, there are some things you don't complain about, and the people your ancestors reproduced with is one of those things. Since really, it's good they reproduced at all...

But Amagiri nods simply at that. He knows just as well as Kazutake that it's never going to change, but...that's no reason to be sloppy with his own training.

Besides, it is kind of satisfying to know that Kazama's getting judged so hardcore here...because he really is wasting everything, gj Kazama.]


...Yes. I, too, have ways in which I can improve, however. [He bows his head at that, sincere and respectful.] I would appreciate your guidance in this, if you are willing to grant it.

[pls teach him more and spar with him more, grandpa........]
constraining: (forgive me)

[personal profile] constraining 2015-01-21 05:31 am (UTC)(link)
[It's kind of a mean thing to hope for... but nonetheless, it would teach Kazama some much needed humility. Good thing there's an angry black swan of a samurai who's going to do that soon enough!!!

Regardless, Amagiri can't help but agree. At the very least, may Kazama stop being a little shit for no reason beyond the fact that he can, ok bye.

And even if that response is a little extreme, it's not like Amagiri can feel anything but admiration for it. Honestly, that's just...part of what's so incredibly amazing about his ancestor. Kazutake has always given so much for his family, he's truly lucky to be related to someone so strong and admirable and dependable.

So he bows his head, satisfied with that.]


You have my gratitude. [ALWAYS AND FOREVER, REALLY.] Should that day come... then Kazama will be humbled.

[which is amagiri speak for: I WILL KICK HIS ASS IF HE'S STILL NOT HUMBLE]
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[personal profile] constraining 2015-01-25 05:54 am (UTC)(link)
[I'm always looking out for you that way.

But Kazutake is truly the most doting grandfather...what a good ancestor. So focused on family and taking care of the people who matter first, he's truly lucky to have this influence in his life. Nonetheless, he's a little pleased that Kazutake understood the double meaning and his implied little shit attitude towards Kazama, and...also kind of sheepish about it, because again: little shit attitude.

Still, if it's Kazama clearly it's okay........ Because Kazutake seems to even be encouraging this!!!]


...Thank you. [honestly.... ALL THE MORE REASON TO WORK HARD to someday kick Kazama butt. You know. For granddaddy.] I will not delay in growing stronger.

[you can count on him!!!!]

I will take on this duty properly as well.

[you may possibly be taking this too seriously, amagiri]
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[personal profile] constraining 2015-01-25 10:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[Kazutake is everything Amagiri wants to grow up to be......... what an inspiring role model.

Survive through Saitou route, Kazutake, then he can report how that violent bit of spine went (aka not that great for him but hey, even worse for kazama).

Nonetheless, that was not the response he was expecting at all, and for a moment, he looks legitimately surprised, the emotion surprisingly plain on his face. Still...that's more praise than he was ever expecting.]


That is... [He gathers his composure and finds his tongue, somehow, even if his brain is still a little flatlining.] ...They praise me too highly. [he was never expecting that, despite how he tries his very best.]

That I have their trust and yours is high praise as it is.

[And he feels really honored by it, and a little humbled, honestly.]
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[personal profile] constraining 2015-01-28 12:26 am (UTC)(link)
[A result of his merits, huh....

It feels wrong taking complete and total responsibility for all of that though. Honestly, the clan is the way it is because of his ancestors, and he, too, is the way he is because he was raised as he was.

So he just bows his head, humble and content.]


Then I will work hard to be worthy of that trust and their belief in me.

[A pause, and he slowly looks at Kazutake, because...the clan is important, but admittedly, Kazutake's opinion is also important in a different way.]

And yours as well, in allowing me to take on this duty.
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[personal profile] constraining 2015-01-29 03:05 am (UTC)(link)
[Allowing!!!! He wasn't guaranteed this spot, okay, he thinks he had to earn it, and he thinks that he rather did.

But well....he feels a little sheepish that Kazutake pointed it out because yeah, the clan is above everything else and family is family and they are all family... but he does feel particularly indebted to his ancestor, it's hard to deny.]


For all you have done for both the clan and myself, I felt the need to acknowledge your part in this. I would not be who I am today without your influence and teachings.

[At least he's capable of being honest unlike some other demons we can name!!!]
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[personal profile] constraining 2015-01-31 08:10 pm (UTC)(link)
[oh no, there are some edgy jokes happening there, oh noooo.

But Amagiri's lips also quirk into a smile, so clearly this is some intensive Amagiri humor happening here... nonetheless, a moment later, he's back to serious, meeting Kazutake's eyes firmly and nodding.

It doesn't really matter what the request is--Amagiri will do it without hesitation. Because. It's Kazutake asking. Unlike in his other situations, where he has to no matter what he feels about it, due to the required debt they have to repay, here it is his choice...and his choice is that he wants to do it.]


Of course. [Never in question.] What is it I can do?
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[personal profile] constraining 2015-02-08 02:39 am (UTC)(link)
[RECORD SCRATCH

Not that Amagiri is necessarily against the idea--it sounds like paradise to him, settling down and having a nice family and not having to worry about politics and duty and the like--but put like that, it's just so overwhelming. Especially from his ancestor, talking to him like this. And a serious request at that??

GRANDPA PLS.

It takes him a moment to recover enough to even speak, because for a moment, he's legitimately slack-jawed. Look at what you've done.]


That is--

[...????

A moment more, and he manages--]


That is your request?

[It's kind of strangled sounding don't mind that]

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