[Trust is something he'd never really considered before he'd met Jeongmin...not in the sense that he didn't know what it was, but he didn't think it would ever come into play in his life. He never thought he would need a sense of trust for someone who has complete control over him...and he never thought that person would feel it towards him either. But it's there...and somehow, it's mutual on both ends. And that alone feels miraculous to Yunyeol...For right now too, it gives a greater sense of confidence in what he's about to do.
It means that all of the smiles and all of the the tenderness to Yunyeol right now- it's all completely genuine. None of it is forced at all...but he has no idea that Jeongmin would ever doubt that. But that doesn't mean he stops now either...his smile actually widens a little when he hears the other boy's words of trust.
If anything...it might've been harder for him to not smile in a moment like this.
Yunyeol gives a small nod of acknowledgement to Jeongmin's last few words, and as he does, he raises one of his hands up- resting it softly against the other boy's cheek, then moving in to press an even softer kiss against his lips. The kiss itself doesn't feel too different from normal...but despite the fact that Jeongmin had asked for sex, he hadn't asked for a kiss. So this is the first one Yunyeol's given without explicit permission...and that in itself already feels a little different. But whether it's different or familiar, he'll never take a kiss with Jeongmin for granted.
While Yunyeol tilts his head- pressing more and more kisses onto Jeongmin's lips- his other hand shifts to start pushing the other boy down onto the bed. He's still taking it slow and soft for right now...wanting to help ease Jeongmin into everything. It's partially because of his sickness, partially because this is his first time...but also because he really wants Jeongmin to enjoy every moment of it. Even the smaller things now, while they're still getting started.
He knows that Jeongmin's body is in a state of pain so often...so Yunyeol wants to do all he can to give him the exact opposite of that.
And while he kisses him sweetly for a few more moments, he does want to give the other boy something beyond that too. Something new, that he hasn't experienced quiet yet...So he moves down- towards Jeongmin's neck soon after, and lays a trail of soft kisses all along it.
There's some obvious skill in everything he's doing...skills that he's learned throughout the course of his life. Even in little actions like these- he puts everything he has, and everything he's learned into them. Jeongmin doesn't deserve anything less than his absolute best, and so that's what Yunyeol will give him. Even as his hand moves to help Jeongmin position himself better onto the bed, he seems to do it without much difficulty.
He doesn't move to go too much further than this just yet- waiting to gauge Jeongmin's reaction, and making sure he's doing well enough for the other.]
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It means that all of the smiles and all of the the tenderness to Yunyeol right now- it's all completely genuine. None of it is forced at all...but he has no idea that Jeongmin would ever doubt that. But that doesn't mean he stops now either...his smile actually widens a little when he hears the other boy's words of trust.
If anything...it might've been harder for him to not smile in a moment like this.
Yunyeol gives a small nod of acknowledgement to Jeongmin's last few words, and as he does, he raises one of his hands up- resting it softly against the other boy's cheek, then moving in to press an even softer kiss against his lips. The kiss itself doesn't feel too different from normal...but despite the fact that Jeongmin had asked for sex, he hadn't asked for a kiss. So this is the first one Yunyeol's given without explicit permission...and that in itself already feels a little different. But whether it's different or familiar, he'll never take a kiss with Jeongmin for granted.
While Yunyeol tilts his head- pressing more and more kisses onto Jeongmin's lips- his other hand shifts to start pushing the other boy down onto the bed. He's still taking it slow and soft for right now...wanting to help ease Jeongmin into everything. It's partially because of his sickness, partially because this is his first time...but also because he really wants Jeongmin to enjoy every moment of it. Even the smaller things now, while they're still getting started.
He knows that Jeongmin's body is in a state of pain so often...so Yunyeol wants to do all he can to give him the exact opposite of that.
And while he kisses him sweetly for a few more moments, he does want to give the other boy something beyond that too. Something new, that he hasn't experienced quiet yet...So he moves down- towards Jeongmin's neck soon after, and lays a trail of soft kisses all along it.
There's some obvious skill in everything he's doing...skills that he's learned throughout the course of his life. Even in little actions like these- he puts everything he has, and everything he's learned into them. Jeongmin doesn't deserve anything less than his absolute best, and so that's what Yunyeol will give him. Even as his hand moves to help Jeongmin position himself better onto the bed, he seems to do it without much difficulty.
He doesn't move to go too much further than this just yet- waiting to gauge Jeongmin's reaction, and making sure he's doing well enough for the other.]