[Sejoon, at least, can tell that Minhwan isn't teasing him this time around. It's not the sort of thing he'd put past Minhwan...but this isn't a normal circumstance for either of them. So even though the question itself is a strange one, he can at least take all of this seriously.
But Minhwan saying he wouldn't have been upset...that Sejoon can't say he's very surprised about. Maybe Minhwan would want the attention, sure...but he wouldn't be angry if Sejoon didn't show up, or sad. Which...doesn't quite sit right with him, even though he was expecting it. The thought makes him feel a little strange...because he sure knows that Minhwan wants him (considering he'd get off his infirmary bed to go to class)...and it's not like he legitimately wants Minhwan to get upset...but...maybe it would just feel nice to know that Minhwan would miss him for something more than just a source of attention. Or maybe it's because...]
Yeah...It would bother me. I don't think I'd feel very happy if I was lying here...and I knew you were off somewhere in class. And you weren't going to come.
[And he'd just be left there by himself.
It's one of the first times he's ever willingly admitted that something Minhwan could do would actually get to him, in any way. That's why his voice still sounds softer than usual...and that's why he moves his hand to gently smooth Minhwan's bangs out of his face- letting himself get a better look at the other boy too.
Even after, for all intents and purposes, he made himself vulnerable in front of Minhwan...he doesn't feel bad about it. As much as the other boy likes to tease him, even Sejoon knows well enough that he'd never do anything to intentionally hurt him that way.
Still...this is something he knows he has a chance to work on fixing...and making Minhwan realize that Sejoon really does care about him as more than just a sex partner, or a school rival. He still calls him his boyfriend for a reason, after all...]
But like I already told you anyway- I'd be here if this happens again...so don't roll out of any infirmary beds, ok? Even if I wasn't here right when you woke up, I'd be on my way.
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But Minhwan saying he wouldn't have been upset...that Sejoon can't say he's very surprised about. Maybe Minhwan would want the attention, sure...but he wouldn't be angry if Sejoon didn't show up, or sad. Which...doesn't quite sit right with him, even though he was expecting it. The thought makes him feel a little strange...because he sure knows that Minhwan wants him (considering he'd get off his infirmary bed to go to class)...and it's not like he legitimately wants Minhwan to get upset...but...maybe it would just feel nice to know that Minhwan would miss him for something more than just a source of attention. Or maybe it's because...]
Yeah...It would bother me. I don't think I'd feel very happy if I was lying here...and I knew you were off somewhere in class. And you weren't going to come.
[And he'd just be left there by himself.
It's one of the first times he's ever willingly admitted that something Minhwan could do would actually get to him, in any way. That's why his voice still sounds softer than usual...and that's why he moves his hand to gently smooth Minhwan's bangs out of his face- letting himself get a better look at the other boy too.
Even after, for all intents and purposes, he made himself vulnerable in front of Minhwan...he doesn't feel bad about it. As much as the other boy likes to tease him, even Sejoon knows well enough that he'd never do anything to intentionally hurt him that way.
Still...this is something he knows he has a chance to work on fixing...and making Minhwan realize that Sejoon really does care about him as more than just a sex partner, or a school rival. He still calls him his boyfriend for a reason, after all...]
But like I already told you anyway- I'd be here if this happens again...so don't roll out of any infirmary beds, ok? Even if I wasn't here right when you woke up, I'd be on my way.