[ Even in the kiss itself, he doesn't really understand it. Sure, it's not like the kiss feels bad, it just feels like a kiss but less thirsty than usually.. But he doesn't get what must be so special about it. Minhwan thought he'd just instantly get it if he tried, but it seems it wasn't that easy.

Except when Sejoon has completely pulled him down onto himself and starts pulling away little by little.. then he can see Sejoon smile in a way he hasn't really seen on the guy around him before - at least never aimed at him, anyway - and there's Sejoon's hand on his back, and there's Sejoon saying he really can't leave.

When all of this started, he honestly didn't think it'd last long. Minhwan has messed with plenty of people before in the past, and it's usually all just been short since it's hard to just tolerate a guy like Minhwan for longer than a few days. But then Sejoon declared him his rival and got so worked up at every little thing they did, and then it all escalated in Sejoon getting so mad at him that he kissed him, fucked him-- and now he's lying here, staring at the other, with the vague awareness in the back of his mind that he'd actually feel bad if Sejoon did leave at this point.

Weird, the way things can go. He doesn't know what kind of weird charm Sejoon used, but it sure made him feel some things he hasn't often felt before.

Feeling tired from all the movement just now, Minhwan's body relaxes a little on top of the other guy's, his head resting on top of Sejoon's chest again as he turns it sideways. ]

Maybe it's on purpose.

[ The bad job is definitely on purpose. But then again, he doesn't bother to hide that fact either. ]

You can't go until I've got this figured out. [ Why Sejoon makes him feel like this. How Sejoon can just.. care so much. How any of this works.

He slowly breathes out. ]

I'll just come back to harass you if you try, no matter where you go.