[ Sejoon is a sap. A huge incredible sap that Minhwan has no way of easily understanding when those kind of emotions just.. well, it's not even that they don't come to him easily, it's that they don't come to him at all most of the time. It's beyond his emotional understanding.
And yet he doesn't dislike any of this. Even if it's so different from when Sejoon gets all aggressive with him, which he loves, it's not like this is bad either. When he's saying he'll stay so.. oddly genuinely, as if he really has no plans of leaving no matter what happens.. It's weird for sure, but there's one thing Minhwan does know. And that's that he doesn't want Sejoon to leave either, not when he's the only guy who throws him for these kinds of loops which Minhwan finds strangely enjoyable for some reason he can't quite grasp. It's since his mind is still so blurry, right?
And his body still feels heavy and sluggish as hell, but despite that, Minhwan moves. He hasn't ever realised before just how easy it is to fool around with Sejoon most of the time, not until it takes him a longer time before he manages to have moved enough to position himself over Sejoon, leaning on the bed with his elbows.
(His body trembles from the effort, but it doesn't matter. Minhwan has never paid a whole lot of attention to physical matters, let alone his own physical wellbeing.. he's just entirely focused on the other guy right now.) ]
Yah, Sejoonie.. You sure you want to say that?
[ It does take a lot of effort to not let his body collapse right now, but all Minhwan does is stare straight into the other's eyes. ]
I could do a lot to make you want to leave, you know..
[ Even his words lack energy and are almost a little slurred. But he doesn't want Sejoon to answer just yet anyway - first he wants something else. His movements are a little clumsy from the way his body just refuses to cooperate, but he leans forward until he's kissing the other. There's definitely still a big part of Minhwan in there (hungry for the attention despite his current state), but it's not entirely as aggressive and intrusive as it usually is. There's something like a softer edge in there, like he's trying to mimic the same feeling in it like the one from when Sejoon moved his fingers across his face like that.
Why Sejoon feels this way, why he likes this stuff so much.. that's something he wants to learn more about as well, after all. It's something he's also greedy for. ]
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And yet he doesn't dislike any of this. Even if it's so different from when Sejoon gets all aggressive with him, which he loves, it's not like this is bad either. When he's saying he'll stay so.. oddly genuinely, as if he really has no plans of leaving no matter what happens.. It's weird for sure, but there's one thing Minhwan does know. And that's that he doesn't want Sejoon to leave either, not when he's the only guy who throws him for these kinds of loops which Minhwan finds strangely enjoyable for some reason he can't quite grasp. It's since his mind is still so blurry, right?
And his body still feels heavy and sluggish as hell, but despite that, Minhwan moves. He hasn't ever realised before just how easy it is to fool around with Sejoon most of the time, not until it takes him a longer time before he manages to have moved enough to position himself over Sejoon, leaning on the bed with his elbows.
(His body trembles from the effort, but it doesn't matter. Minhwan has never paid a whole lot of attention to physical matters, let alone his own physical wellbeing.. he's just entirely focused on the other guy right now.) ]
Yah, Sejoonie.. You sure you want to say that?
[ It does take a lot of effort to not let his body collapse right now, but all Minhwan does is stare straight into the other's eyes. ]
I could do a lot to make you want to leave, you know..
[ Even his words lack energy and are almost a little slurred. But he doesn't want Sejoon to answer just yet anyway - first he wants something else. His movements are a little clumsy from the way his body just refuses to cooperate, but he leans forward until he's kissing the other. There's definitely still a big part of Minhwan in there (hungry for the attention despite his current state), but it's not entirely as aggressive and intrusive as it usually is. There's something like a softer edge in there, like he's trying to mimic the same feeling in it like the one from when Sejoon moved his fingers across his face like that.
Why Sejoon feels this way, why he likes this stuff so much.. that's something he wants to learn more about as well, after all. It's something he's also greedy for. ]