[ At first it seems like he's thinking about what he can even say to her in return.
But then all of that flies out of the window. Every single thing he might have thought up already at that point is just gone - since Kiyomi is there, and suddenly Kiyomi is everywhere. So close to him, her legs around him, her breath mingling with his own from how close they are. Itsuki can feel himself almost instinctively growing even harder against her, and his cheeks go along with it, turning so red that it's visible even with the lack of light.
He's so weak against her pulling this. Kiyomi's way too good at seducing people, even if it does make him feel a little awkward.. how much of this is genuine, how much of it isn't? Does she really think she has to do this to keep him around? It's not like he doesn't want to be around her, it's just that he's so scared she's somehow fake after all in the end when he already trusts her this much, that she'll throw him away once she's done with him..
He swallows, realising his throat has hardly ever felt this dry. Itsuki doesn't seem to be able to tear his gaze away from her own while they're like this. ]
You.. you're for real? [ There's already a hint of the answer he wants though in the question itself. He's so desperate in wanting to believe this is real, that Kiyomi does genuinely care, that she's the very first person to do so.
(He's clinging to her a little in return without truly realise it, his hands slowly wandering over her sides a little.) ]
I mean.. you don't have to act any way for me. W-what I'm saying is.. that it'd be annoying [ worrisome, he actually means, and it's obvious ] if you'd be anyone but yourself..
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But then all of that flies out of the window. Every single thing he might have thought up already at that point is just gone - since Kiyomi is there, and suddenly Kiyomi is everywhere. So close to him, her legs around him, her breath mingling with his own from how close they are. Itsuki can feel himself almost instinctively growing even harder against her, and his cheeks go along with it, turning so red that it's visible even with the lack of light.
He's so weak against her pulling this. Kiyomi's way too good at seducing people, even if it does make him feel a little awkward.. how much of this is genuine, how much of it isn't? Does she really think she has to do this to keep him around? It's not like he doesn't want to be around her, it's just that he's so scared she's somehow fake after all in the end when he already trusts her this much, that she'll throw him away once she's done with him..
He swallows, realising his throat has hardly ever felt this dry. Itsuki doesn't seem to be able to tear his gaze away from her own while they're like this. ]
You.. you're for real? [ There's already a hint of the answer he wants though in the question itself. He's so desperate in wanting to believe this is real, that Kiyomi does genuinely care, that she's the very first person to do so.
(He's clinging to her a little in return without truly realise it, his hands slowly wandering over her sides a little.) ]
I mean.. you don't have to act any way for me. W-what I'm saying is.. that it'd be annoying [ worrisome, he actually means, and it's obvious ] if you'd be anyone but yourself..