[ It's more than a little distracting, this position. Itsuki tries to keep his mind on what he's venting about - since he really does want to get it out, it's why he came to Kiyomi in the first place. He can't get it out anywhere else, and he'll feel like he'll just blow up into pieces if he just keeps all of this in, watching them get frustrated at him again and again. But her lying fully under him like that, feeling her against him, even feeling her leg twitch a little.. it's too much.

That is why Itsuki has to take a deep breath before he goes on, his hand idly drawing circles near her collarbone. ]

Don't they know that's just the way this job is? If you die.. then you die, that's it. Then it's just over.

[ It's something he's already prepared himself for, more or less. Not like he's a pessimistic person and it's even less that he would want to die, but it's just that he's realistic enough to acknowledge it could happen. It could always happen, anyway. ]

They're too idealistic. Pretending they care about this whole Messiah deal, too..