[Her smile fell just a little bit. It was cute, he was actually trying to look out for her. But, he still didn't fully understand.]

Oh trust me, I know exactly what can happen. [She crossed her arms across her chest, looking down and away from him. ]

That's what I said, you're different. You reacted in just the way I didn't expect. [She bit her lower lip, fighting to remain in control of herself. She had gotten carried away. Because, for the first time, she had actually wanted to do what she did to him. To press herself close and whisper against his lips. For once it wasn't for information, or for any other goal. It was just for her own foolish desires.

Her lower lip began to tremble beyond her control, and she squeezed her eyes shut. She clasped her hands around her arms and let out a steadying breath. Memories she wish that she didn't have started to flicker behind her eyelids. She wanted to open her eyes to escape them but was afraid that then she wouldn't be able to hold back tears. She couldn't afford to show any weakness, not to anyone. Even if she desperately wished that she could.]