mysteries | ic; there's so many wars we fought, there's so many things we're not

[It's a nice thought. They can just...leave. Leave behind this warfare, leave behind all of this petty disputing and all of these childish whims. The greed of humans, the pride of the other demons...they can just leave it all behind them, and find a place to live in peace and quiet.

All he has ever wanted, truly, is to live in peace and quiet, unmarked and unnoticed by the world. To know that Kazutake desires the same thing (even if he knew it, in a way, it is still another entirely to hear him say it) is enough to strengthen his determination. For that...he is willing to do whatever it takes.

For that, it is worth bearing these burdens just a little while longer--both so Kazutake doesn't have to, after all he has done for their clan, and so that in the end, their clan is able to live in peace again, if not with their own land. But they do not need that to be able to find a home.]

I understand. [And he completely agrees as well, and is very pleased. Sure, his expression may not show much of it, but there is a small, genuine smile there on his face, because the thought of being far away from all of this...of taking their clan and finding a place to live in peace is such a happy one.]

To live in peace...is all I desire, for both myself and our clan.

[That much has always been sincerely true, and he knows his ancestor feels the same way.]

[ He never thought living in peace would sound so appealing and yet so much like something that is still a far off dream at the same time. Sure, in the past things had never been fully peaceful either - even within the communities of demons there were plenty of conflicts and problems to deal with - but it was a lot better than this. Even if humans now pose much less of a threat to them than demons did back then.

Still, even if the dream is still far off while the war of the humans is not over yet, while they don't know if they will actually fully be able to escape the humans' grasps before the same thing happens to them that happens to the Yukimura.. he wants to believe in it. It feels like something that could be achieved, somehow. ]

Ah. [ It's more of an affirmative sound more than anything else, even if he's certain that Amagiri already understands just how much he feels the exact same. ] I wish for the same.

[ Even if some of the other demons may have more ambitious plans, just this much is enough for them, for their family. ]

My days may be numbered more certainly sooner or later, but I would at least like to see that before my spirit shall depart from this world. [ To see the mistake he started out of desperation be set straight once more. At least they'll have time - it's not like Kazutake's enough like the oji-san from his time yet to be dropping dead anytime soon. ]

Edited 2014-10-17 16:09 (UTC)

[It's a far off dream...but not so far off that Kazutake has the right to be talking that way. He's not the oji-san here, he's not that old (well he is but demons). So Amagiri is just paused, sitting there in a moment's indecision, before he finally straightens to speak.]

I believe that goal shall be accomplished long before you need to concern yourself with such a thing.

[Don't talk about dying, grandpa!!!

There's no need for that nonsense..... and Amagiri doesn't want to think of it either. Kazutake has been a guiding light for him and the other demons of their clan. While he's shouldering the burdens at the moment, he also knows that without Kazutake there to take care of their people and assist in these instances, things would be much, much more difficult.

Also, it's just sad. Family is so important to them--the thought of losing the little family he has left is not something that is all too easy for Amagiri.]

There is still much I would learn from you.

[ At least Kazutake's good at reading the sentiment. Hence why he quickls laughs a little, as if she's trying to get the tenseness away from the subject. (And at least his laugh, even if it's low, is warm.) ]

Do not fret. [ Even if even worry with Amagiris is only muted worry at best.. emotionally stunted family. At least it's better than having at least one obligatory Crazy Family Member like all the other families.. it's a small price to pay.. ]

There is still plenty of fight in these old bones. [ NOT.. MEANT.. LITERALLY THOUGH don't worry, if you really want to do your duty by yourself, then he'll let you, Amagiri.. Kazutake respects the idea of duty and all that at least enough to not butt in. ] It shall be a while before I decide to lay down like that. I am not quite sure if I am ready yet to make you carry the burden of dealing with the others if that would happen.

[ Like... Chitose...... don't get him wrong, Chitose is definitely the superior Kazama here, but he's. Sort of.. emotional. Yeah. Compared to the rest of them, anyway. ]

[Emotionally stunted family that is still more emotionally adjusted than the rest...how sad. But the tension does fade away at the laugh. It's a laugh that he remembers from his childhood (not exactly when things were simpler, because in their situation, they've always had to grow up fast, but...) and it does ease his concern away.

After all, if there's anyone Amagiri can have total faith in, wouldn't it be someone like Kazutake, who has always guided his way and taught him just what it means to be an Amagiri.

So he takes that in the spirit it is meant, acknowledging it with a nod (which also allows him to duck his head and hide the smile that is just all too easy to slip into).

When he looks up again, he's poker facing.]

Far be it from me to attempt to acknowledge all our venerable ancestors are.

[That's Amagiri speak for "grandpa your friends are weirdos"]

[ Okay, he can't help but let a chuckle escape him at that too, since.. well. He's totally speaking Amagiri language too, so he completely knows what the other means when he says that. Don't worry, Kazutake agrees. ]

You should come along sometime to one of my meetings with Chitose. Seeing him talk to his grandson is... quite the experience. [ Aka sort of hilarious, considering how worked up Chitose gets at Kazama's attitude and how the latter just doesn't care.. it's quite different from the way the Amagiri household works, anyway. He doubts those two could ever sit down like this and just quietly drink tea together.. ]

And it's come to my ears that apparently Shin refuses to talk to.. Kyo, was his name? Either way, he said he only wished to speak with him once more when he has "acquired some good taste".

[ Typical Shin. Typical Shiranui tendencies too, for his grandson to not want to listen to him and just do what he wants.. but their antics are all strangely warm in their own way, making him think of older and better times as well with a smile.

(It's probably why he doesn't mention Kazuya. The complete annihilation of the Yukimura clan.. it had cost him a good friend, as well.) ]

[It would be interesting to get to know them better, he thinks. Usually, he's off doing ~Amagiri things~ and just doesn't have the chance, and it isn't as if they meet so often, but... Well, it'd be worth it to see someone else trying to get Kazama to listen, for once.

Someone else who doesn't have to be polite to him, at that.

To think that Shiranui has a strained relationship with his ancestor as well... that's not even a surprise, honestly. Both Kazama and Shiranui... well, they just don't function in the same way. The differences are much too stark, and as far as Amagiri is concerned, both of them have forgotten how to respect their betters, such as their ancestors.

....But then, they're also not quite so lucky in their ancestor as he is, so. ~~SO SUCK IT~~ Still, such disrespect probably shouldn't be excused, and he can't blame the older demons at all.]

...It would be an honor to accompany you.

[He also knows what name is missing there. It would be impossible not to, when Kazama's entire obsession is over poor Yukimura. But he won't bring it up either. Honestly, knowing the pain it brings Kazutake, it just makes Amagiri's distaste over Kazama's actions even more fervent.]

It would appear as though there have been...changes in the mentalities of some. ["some". aka kazama and shiranui] That does not make them correct, however.

I would not disagree.

[ Shiranui.. well, he can sort of live with that one, mostly since Kazutake of all people knows very well just how terrible Shin could be at times (oh so I angered these two guys Kazutake can you take care of them while I nap.... sounds like a normal tuesday...) and Shiranui - from what he's seen - seems just as freespirited as his ancestor, just in a more modern way.

Kazama though? Lost cause. He can't even see how he and Chitose are related, they don't even share the same negative qualities to begin with..

And although the stories about Chizuru he does know she's not a lot like Kazuya either. Maybe he and his grandson really are the only exceptions to this rule, huh.. considering that even if Amagiri is even more stoic than him, he just thinks it's a matter of the times. Amagiri hasn't had as much time to fool around or hang out with friends as Kazutake has, and it shows in how he's slower to smile or show emotions.

Even so, there's a lot of himself he can recognize in his descendant. And he surely would never complain about that - he grew into a man Kazutake can be proud of. ]

Perhaps we are the "strange" ones then, so to speak. Although I certainly pity the others for not being able to spend time with their offspring such as this. I could recommend it to them.

[ Even if it makes him sound like a grandpa.. but it's true, hanging out with family is really what Kazutake enjoys best. It's what he's spent his whole life caring for, after all. ]

[Shiranui isn't so bad, it's true. Amagiri doesn't have so much against him, either, except that he can be a pain in the ass when he wants to be and when they should be fulfilling their debts so they can stop listening to crazy humans--but then, Shiranui has his own life, and his own problems. Amagiri can recognize that much, even if he doesn't really much like the trouble it causes.

But them, the strange ones...? The thought is amusing, even if not a lot of the amusement shows on his face. Because admittedly, they are the odd ones out, aren't they? He hadn't thought so, because it's so natural to act the way he does with his ancestor, but...]

...Perhaps we are at that.

[If they're the strange ones, better strange than right, he thinks. And it's clear Kazutake feels the same way--even said so outright, and honestly, it's the warmest feeling to receive that sort of praise. Grandpappy is too cute tbh. He thinks, around Kazutake, he could even, perhaps, let his guard down more.]

I...am certainly glad to have this time with you. [And he bows his head.] Your patience and guidance has been appreciated.

[Always.]

[ It's always good to hear that the feeling is mutual. Not that Kazutake can't read Amagiri - if anyone could, it's him - but hearing those words.. it's something special alright. Because he enjoys their time together so much too, it makes everything feel a little more worth it, despite the trouble he unknowingly put his own clan in.

It's why he definitely can't surpress the warm smile that appears on his mouth and in his eyes at those words. ]

Ah, when you talk like that, I can still remember the days when you were young. [ Not that he still isn't young compared to Kazutake, but.. you know, a kid. Even if it may be hard for anyone to imagine this guy as a child, Kazutake sure was there to witness it, and judging by his expression that time consists of fond memories. ]

Some days it seems as if it were yesterday that you first asked me to teach you our way of fighting. You were still so small..

[ Warning: grandpa's reaching embarrassing levels... but it's just true, okay!! His!! Cute!! Grandson!! ]

[OH NO MAXIMUM GRANDPA LEVELS REACHED. CRITICAL, OVERWHELMING GRANDPANESS IS HAPPENING HERE.

Okay but no really, Amagiri is embarrassed. His surprise even shows on his face for a moment, as he blinks at Kazutake and his fond reminiscing.

("But grandpaaaaa, i'm a full grown demon nowwwww, don't talk like that...!!")

Okay no maybe not quite like that, but it is embarrassing. A moment later, though, a resigned (and amused) sigh escapes him, and his shoulders slump.]

Ah... [It's true enough. He's learned a lot of what he's capable of from his grandpappy]

It has served me in good stead during these difficult times. [Because grandpa is still a badass honestly.] Though...

...perhaps it is a little embarrassing to recall those days so easily. [GRANDPA YOU'RE EMBARRASSING WITH YOUR DOTING.]

[ AT LEAST HE'S SORT OF AWARE OF IT THIS TIME.. it's just that he doesn't care.. as long as the other demons are around this much should be fine, okay, he's just thinking of the good times with he was still a cute little tiny Amagiri!!

(Maybe it's to make up for the fact that Kazutake was practically already in the kitchen making riceballs for everyone ever when he was a little kid.. the Amagiri kid life, you never have much of those cute moments to reminisce about..) ]

Are you embarrassed of those times, Kyuuju? [ He's smiling, but it's not really like he's teasing him or anything. It's more just that he can't help but think that's adorable.. wow, he never thought he'd ever be in the doting position, but look at him now. Who let this embarrassing daddy reproduce.. ]

You were such a good child too. You have absolutely nothing to be ashamed of, I assure you.

[ UNLIKE CERTAIN OTHER PEOPLE... ]

[So much doting.... he was clearly meant to be an embarrassing daddy and grandpa though, this was inevitable. The universe would not have been right if he had not reproduced.

So Amagiri just relaxes a little more, because even if the doting is super embarrassing, it's...also kind of nice? This is definitely...what it's like to have a home. Having a family means having a home. So long as there is this warm feeling to return to, what more could he possibly need?]

... [grandpa might be biased (no amagiri was definitely a well-behaved child)] I cannot say it isn't...entirely not embarrassing to reminisce in this fashion.

But...nor is it bad in any way.

[This warm feeling certainly can't be, anyway.]

ic; there's so many wars we fought, there's so many things we're not

no subject

no subject

no subject

no subject

no subject

no subject

no subject

no subject

no subject

no subject

no subject

no subject

no subject