[ A deep red runs across Chizuru's face. Not that she isn't comfortable with Hijikata (especially not by now) and it's not that she doesn't want to do this at this point (even if she never really thought about it before since they didn't exactly have time for it up north in the middle of that war), but it's just.. new.
This is the first time she's been this bare in front of anyone, even Hijikata himself. With her being the only woman in the Shinsengumi headquarters and that being a secret, it had been a big deal to make sure no one would see even aside from the embarrassment it'd bring her. But here she is, lying uncovered on top of him, feeling even a little smaller than she already is since she's at her most vulnerable.
Yet it doesn't feel wrong at all. He's the only one she wants to show this to.
Her lips brush against his own again, and after a brief kiss she whispers against his mouth. ]
It's okay.. [ To go further if he wants, she means, because it's terribly hard to read the line between him just enjoying the quiet rest of the moment and him holding back for her sake - since he certainly doesn't have to do the latter, she wouldn't want him to. ]
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you weren't kidding about a month, huh.. but ssh, it's okay, no need to apologize!!
This is the first time she's been this bare in front of anyone, even Hijikata himself. With her being the only woman in the Shinsengumi headquarters and that being a secret, it had been a big deal to make sure no one would see even aside from the embarrassment it'd bring her. But here she is, lying uncovered on top of him, feeling even a little smaller than she already is since she's at her most vulnerable.
Yet it doesn't feel wrong at all. He's the only one she wants to show this to.
Her lips brush against his own again, and after a brief kiss she whispers against his mouth. ]
It's okay.. [ To go further if he wants, she means, because it's terribly hard to read the line between him just enjoying the quiet rest of the moment and him holding back for her sake - since he certainly doesn't have to do the latter, she wouldn't want him to. ]