[ The name leaves his mouth more out of surprise than any conscious effort when he hears those words. Sure, Mizuki knows that he can technically lean on other people, but he's never considered it to be much of a possibility he could allow himself. It was easier if he just carried the burdens after all, right?
And doing that to Aoba feels even more selfish now after everything has happened, but..
.. but.. even so..
Isn't that what he wants? Or what he has wanted for a long time-- being closer to Aoba, making him part of his family by asking him to be part of his gang.. ]
... What am I supposed to do then..? [ His voice sounds definitely tinier again and it almost breaks a little. Just like that time when everything went wrong. ]
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[ The name leaves his mouth more out of surprise than any conscious effort when he hears those words. Sure, Mizuki knows that he can technically lean on other people, but he's never considered it to be much of a possibility he could allow himself. It was easier if he just carried the burdens after all, right?
And doing that to Aoba feels even more selfish now after everything has happened, but..
.. but.. even so..
Isn't that what he wants? Or what he has wanted for a long time-- being closer to Aoba, making him part of his family by asking him to be part of his gang.. ]
... What am I supposed to do then..? [ His voice sounds definitely tinier again and it almost breaks a little. Just like that time when everything went wrong. ]